Ticci Toby X Reader Smuts (& Lemons)

Part 9: Acceptance pt.2

Jejemonism... everywhere!!!

Sorry, just had to say that... 😆😆😆

Toby's POV

I put the plate on the edge of the bed and she noticed it, glanced at me first before she looked back to the waffles again. I think she remembered the time when I forced her to eat a waffle and she spit it... I don't even remember if she spit it on my face or not because of so much experience with other girls. In fairness, she's the first one to survive sex with me 3 times.

She looked back at me again and I just looked at her too, she really look like she felt uncomfortable. I walked to the other side of the bed to go near her and ask her what else she wants, I can't tell if she's confused or scared because of her face when I crouched down to her level.

"E-eat"

She flinched when I said that and swallowed, well I guess my voice was kinda too deep tonight; my normal voice right now is like this and when I try to speak in a higher tone, my voice gets cracked.

"Uh, o-ok..."

She was really nervous, I grinned because of her stuttering. I mean I do that too sometimes, but I don't blush like that and I don't look cute. I raised my hand to her cheek and playfully pinched it, she smacks it away and carressed her cheek with her other hand. I let a little laugh out.

I went to the bathroom to leave her for awhile, I grabbed my bloody clothes and entered the washroom which was connected to bathroom. I dumped it inside the washing machine and it on, then I went back to the bathroom and started cleaning my bloody weapons. I got pretty used to the smell.

(No wonder why you don't how much you freaking smell bad 😑😑😑)

(Y/N)'s POV

I crawl to the waffles, they smell nice. But what if there's poison? Ugh, but he told me to eat it so I should do as he said. I tear a small piece and popped it in my mouth, it tastes nice. Damn, that made me instantly starving. I took a waffle and started eating it, I'm just too hungry to be picky right now.

I heard a sound of an engine, like a washing machine so I guess he's washing is bloody clothes right now. It's dark outside now, I can't see anything and the atmosephere here right now is very dull; very boring. I finished the waffles in no time, and it was so satisfying.

A few seconds later I felt thirsty, but I just waited for him to come out. I leaned my back on the head board and just stared at the other side of the wall, it really is too boring here. I stood and my feet, stumbling a little but I managed to balance myself. I silently went towards his closet, and there I found two types of things: clothes and weapons.

For weapons, he have a lot of axes and some are a bit smaller than the others, he also have a butcher knife and some ordinary knives. I've also noticed the knife he had when he ordered me to take a bath, I looked away to throw off the thought about that memory. I went to scan on his clothes.

He had very few, just some sweaters and jeans. Ofcoures there are briefs, he also had 3 white sleeveless shirts. Apparently that's all that he has, I don't know how to react. Should I be sad and feel pity on him or just let him be 'cuz he deserves few clothes, he doesn't even wore a top right now so... what evs...

A few seconds later, the bathroom door flew opened and I was caught in action. He raised his eye brow and walked with speed towards me. He pulled me back to the bed on my arm harshfully and I was actually expecting for a slap, but instead he just bent down to me and gave me a look as if to say 'Stay there'.

I didn't notice that I was biting my lip, I nodded to let him know that I understand. He twitched before he stood back straight again and sat beside me, soon he finally laid down his back on the bed and I just sat there playing with my fingers. After a few minutes, I felt my tummy ache like it was been pierced by a needle or a knife inside. I just rubbed it to ease the pain a little

But it clearly didn't work, I breathed in and out to control calm myself out but a second later it started to hurt even more. I can feel a sour and awful tasting liquid clime up to my throat, I tried to hold it in but I just couldn't.

He noticed me and quickly sat up, he placed his hand on my back and soon it went to my shoulder. "Wh-what's wrong?" He asked, with a slight tone of concern. I couldn't even speak, I stood up and ran to the bathroom. I threw up in the sink, I can barely breath.

There was nothing more to throw up, but I kept choking to push it out; even though there was clearly nothing left. He was right beside me, rubbing my back. I can hear his voice slowly fading and soon all I can hear was like eternal silence, I couldn't see anything anymore.

Toby's POV

"Wh-what -what is i-it?" My hands were shaking as I rub her back while she keeps vomiting. What's happening to her? "A-a-are-are y-you alr-right-t!?" I am shaking hard as fuck right now, she kept on pushing it all out but nothing gone out from her throat. I am so panicked, I couldn't control my moves for a bit and am clearly not in a stable mind to decide what to do.

When she was done, she turned to me and lifelessly fell down in my arms. I catched her and gripped tightly, I was really worried. I kept kissing her neck.

"Why?"

She whispered, she then weakly pulls herself off from me and slowly walks back to the bed while I was still ticking obviously. I walked to her and kneeled while she sat on the side of the bed, I was confused of what she said. "W-what are you t-t-talking about?"

She looks really pale, her eyes looked unhealthy and were barely open. I just stared back waiting for her reply, but she suddenly drop back down to me.

She passed out.

Boop!

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