Sabay

Maybe (flashbacks)

NP: Spring time (Yiruma)

anak? Jessa anak nagluto ako ng sopas tara nat bago pa iyon lumamig- Nanay Rona

(She entered the Jessa's room and finds her sitting on her bed, embracing her journal)

nay, gaano ka na nga katagal ka na ngang naninilbihan sa amin?

(She sighed, walked slowly towards Jessa and sat beside her)

naku anak, matagal na simula pa nung bata ka ako na nag-alaga sayo

pero alam mo ba lahat ng nangyari? yung mga kadahilanan kung bakit ako nagkaganito?

may mga alam ako, pero hindi ko na inusisa pa

sigurado naman akong kung malalaman mo kasusuklaman mo rin ako

hayyy anak (caressing Jessa's hair) hindi mangyayari iyon, kung anu man yan iintindihin kita aba'y para ko na kayong mga anak ni Abigail ah...bakit iha?

look at this nay (she pulled out a photo from her journal of her and Abi when they were still young)

She was eight years old here, ang cute cute niya ngumiti Diba? i was eighteen then. How time flies now she's a grown woman (looking at their photos lovingly) if i can turn back time i will definitely do so, to change things

pero anak, kahit anong pilit nating palitan ang mga bagay bagay, kung itinakda naman ito ng Dyos na mangyari mangyayari at mangyayari parin sa ibang paraan

i know nay, siguroganitolang ako ka-desperado nabaguhinlahat, at least for papa and Abi

(As they sat down and talk, while heavy rain pouring, flash backs of memories entered Jessa's thoughts)

ang saya saya nyo pa tingnandito oh (staring at their photo)

ito ang paboritong litrato namin ni papa, (smiled) siguro dahil ito lang ang litrato kung saan magkayakap kami, magkahawak ang kamay at nakatawa pa

ahhmm..anak, ano ba talaga ang nangyari? yunahy kung gusto mo langsabihin

(She stared back outside her window, to the tempo of the rain drops she spoke about their hidden history)

sampung taon ako nun....isang musmos na humihiling ng atensyon sa kanyang ama. pero parang ang ilap-ilap niya sa akin, siguro dahil bunga lamang ako ng isang pagkakamali

shhhh anak wag mong sabihin yan hindi totoo yan

nay...tanggap ko naman na...

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(Ten year old Jessa, enters their room upset, holding her card. As she sat down on their single bed shared with her Mother, named Esther (who is busy ironing some clothes))

(Pouting her lips, her eyebrows furrowed)

nak! nakanokamusta? maygradokana?

meron na po ito

(Esther quickly went to her and looks at her card)