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Chapter 22 - unedited

Sulli's

"If I asked you to be my girlfriend right now, will you finally say yes?"

Napaawang ang bibig ko sa narinig. It's not what she said that made me stunned, it's the extreme sincerity in her voice. My heart beats erratically.

Mula sa pagkakahiga ko sa kanyang ibabaw ay naririnig ko rin ang mabilis na tibok ng puso ni Sep. How can I explain this...she's...I...I love her.

Bago pa ako makasagot ay mariin niya akong hinalikan. I gasped and moaned when it turned deep. She bit my lower lip gently before ending the kiss.

"Never mind." Pinahiga niya ako sa tabi niya at niyakap. "Matulog muna tayo."

"But-"

"May bukas pa."

Hindi na lang ako sumagot. Hinayaan ko ang sarili kong maging comfortable sa tabi niya bago unti-unting tinamaan ng antok. I felt her lips on my forehead. "I love you."

I smiled sleepily. I buried my face on her neck and sighed.

September, you should ask me again. I'll say yes...

"Sulli?"

"Yes?"

"Where's my I love you, too?"

"Let's sleep." Wika ko. Umangat yung kamay niya sa dibdib ko kaya napabalikwas ako. "H-hey, stop."

She pouted and tinuloy lang ang ginagawa. She kneads my right mound. I gasped and glared at her. "Sumagot ka muna."

"I love you, too." I said helplessly. "Pwede na ba tayong matulog?"

She smiled teasingly. Finally ay hininto na rin niya ang ginagawa na halos sumira sa katinuan ko. This woman surely knows how to fight. "Okay!"

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Wala akong September Imperial na natagpuan nang magising ako. I woke up naked, though, so I know what happened is not a dream. Ang ipinagtataka ko lang ay kung nasaan siya.

Bumangon ako. I frowned when I saw a piece of paper on the bedside table. Without hesitation ay lumapit ako para basahin ang laman nito. Sa totoo lang ay bigla akong nakaramdam ng kaba.

Why do I feel like I'll discover something bad? I gulped and slowly unfold the paper.

I'm sorry, you woke up without me. As expected, mas pinangunahan ako ng takot. I can't reveal you my real color personally...natatakot ako na baka...baka kamuhian mo ako. Layuan ako. Hindi ko kayang makita ang galit o pandidiri sa mukha mo once I let you in.

Anong...ibig niyang sabihin? Bakit siya natatakot? To the point na hindi niya ito magawang sabihin sa harap ko?

I know this is a stupid thing to do. I'm fucked up and insane. I can't do anything about my situation right now, I'm even afraid to make a move. I can't tell you...but I am giving you the opportunity to discover it yourself.

Sydney. Search about my daughter...my adoptive daughter.

Natigilan ako. Adoptive? I thought...but why...