why do you hate me? 'karma x reader'

Chapter 15

Enjoy~

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~(Y/n)'s P.O.V~

I sit there speechless. Nagisa and Kayano look down at the memories. I shouldn't have asked. I shouldn't have even come back. What was I thinking? My phone lights up with a text from the red head.

Karma: Okay I'm omw to pick you up >:)

I stare at the device and take another sip of my iced tea.

"(Y/n) I'm sorry if-"

"No it's fine," I cut off the blue headed boy. "I shouldn't have come back if this is what was waiting for me."

"(Y/n) no! Don't say that!" Kayano says slamming her fist on the table. "Karma may have messed things up but we missed you, me and Nagisa and the rest, and Korosensei's wishes were to bring you back! And... we did."

I was one of his wishes. I stay quiet. Feeling like shit but numb at the same time.

"I just..." I couldn't finish. What else was there to say? I didn't want to stay with Karma anymore knowing the things he did with Okuda.

"Yo (Y/n)!" The door opens to let in the smirking redhead. The grip around my glass tightens a bit. Speak of the fucking devil. I thought he'd take longer. I won't start anything in public. Too many people. His eyes go to Nagisa and they dull a bit. I don't say anything and take gulp of my drink.

"Ready to go?" He asks approaching our table. I don't say anything and look away. I don't need this right now. "(Y/n)?"

Just the thought him touching her... her touching him. Trading kisses and hugs. Him saying how much he loves her and her saying how much she loves him. Him telling her how beautiful she is that no one can hold a candle to her smile. That she is the only girl for him.

Then there's me. A memory pushed away to the back.

I didn't even notice the shattered glass and the tea spilling everywhere. My hand shakes as Kayano and the others gasp. She hurries to get napkins and luckily I wasn't harmed. Karma goes in to touch me but I flinch and stand up.

"Don't touch me!" I snap. "Don't fucking touch me!"

"(Y/n)?" Karma's eyebrows furrow. I shake my head with a smile and an empty chuckle at his attempt to think everything is fine. Nothing is fine.

"I don't need this" I chuckle and leave the booth and out the door. I really don't.

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I enter the house I can't call home anymore. I want to go back to Auntie. I don't want to be here. I hate overreacting about this but how can I ignore this?

Halfway to my room, the front door opens and shuts loudly.

"(Y/n)!" Karma shouts. I pick up my pace and head to my room. Before I slam the door, Karma sticks his foot and the door backs off and hits the wall.

"(Y/n)... I" He doesn't finish. I look at him and gulp. "(Y/n) I-I'm sorry, please forgive me, I love you."

I don't say anything and just stare at him with a look.

"Karma... I know I said I wanted to work this out but after hearing that..." My eyes get a bit teary. "I don't even know anymore."

"No no no" Karma rushes to me and cups my face. "Don't say that, please I love you."

"That's what you told Okuda" Karma hesitates and shakes his head. "You slept with her, Karma."

"But I love you!" Karma snaps. "God I love your eyes, your smile, your laughter, the way you get all red when I do cheesy things, the way you puff out your cheeks when I tease you.