I Wonder U.

Eight Months.

If time was a concept, it would not be on our side. Because it's been eight months since you left us and there was nothing to prepare us. Tell me, did it hurt when you rose up to heaven ? or was it a peaceful ride. You were an angel after all...a part of gods kingdom pride.

Can you hear all of our tears falling down ?
In our moments of weakness, it was you who brought us up.
But there is no solace in knowing that we've lost you.
Not walking here with us on earth, perhaps you're somewhere.

As each day goes by, I'm starting to lose all my words.

To describe how much my broken heart misses you...
I would need to die a thousand times in the most painful way.
We'll try to keep our heads up and if we fall down, we'll pray.

We're on the cusp of welcoming a brand new year.
A year that you will not enter with us..although we'd like you to.
I don't wish to say goodbye because this isn't the end.
You're not a part of the past, I need you to last.

I cannot say goodbye to the Prince who saved me from myself..
It's impossible...and as I write this, tears are streaming down my face.

I'm sorry I couldn't word you better, I'm sorry this poem is a disgrace.

Just know that I love you, My Prince.
Forever and always...