She's My Purpose

Chapter 22: Forgotten

Recap:

Grayson stops me and runs quickly to the room and comes back with the keys and we sprint to the car and there are paps everywhere

"GET OUT THE FUCKING WAY BEFORE I BEAT ALL OF YOUR ASSES IM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT I NEED TO GOOOOO" I say with pure rage in my voice and face and all of them stop taking pictures and Gray looks at me with a satisfied look and jumps in the drivers seat and we take off

Grayson puts a hand on my thigh

"Hes going to be ok"

"No this is all my fault...."

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We finally made it to the hospital and when we go there the nurses made us wait in the lobby and its been 5 hours already with no response

At this point Pattie is here she flew out from Hawaii and my mom is here and Jeremy and Jazzy and Jaxson are all here

I was growing too impatient I ran up to the desk and threw everything on the ground and hit the counter repetitively

"YOU NEED TO TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW!!!! I HAVE BEEN WAITING HERE FOR HOURS AND I HAVE HEARD NOTHING WHAT THE HELL YOU GUYS NEED TO DO YOUR GOD DAMN JOB FOR ONCE" I couldn't continue any longer because I felt someone pick me up and carry me back to my seat and it was Jeremy

"Paige I know how your feeling but we just need to sit tight and hope for the best..ok?"

I could see the pain in his eyes and his eyes where red a swollen obviously from crying

I looked around and saw everyone from Jaxson, jazzy, his mom, dad, grandparents all here crying and its all because of me.... I couldn't handle it anymore

I pushed past Jeremy and sprinted out of the hospital, I don't know where my feet where carrying me but I knew I had to get out of there

I ran and ran and ran until I ended up in a place where I can stop over thinking for a while and calm myself down

I was at the pier...

I felt like I was there for hours until I heard someone behind me clear their throat

I turned around really fast because at this point it was getting pretty dark and I didn't know anyone around me

I saw.... Pattie?

"Pattie what are you doing here, you should be back at the hospital.."

"Honey whats wrong?"

She sits down next to me and pulls me in for a big hug

I start weeping all over again

"Pattie its all my fault!"

She pulls away and looks at me

"Paige whats your fault?"

"Pattie I locked that elevator down and thats how Justin got hurt he got panicky and he hit his head on the railing" trying to get out while crying histerically

She pulls me in for another hug "Honey your ok but why did you lock it down?"

"Well we where filming a video and my exboyfriend kissed me and someone got it on video and Justin watched the video infant of me then I chased him down the hall trying to explain everything to him, and we got into the elevator and he still wasn't talking and I panicked so I locked it down because I didn't want to loose him again..."