Amor Accidental

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I just released our new issue today so I desided to take a break . Joel is in New Jersey with Àngel so Im all by myself .

"Do you wanna go to Chili's with me ?" , I asked Trey as he shot up quickly.

"Girl yes , I need this Im starving ."

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Once we were seated and placed our order in , Tremaine began to talk about him and his boyfriend big argument yesterday .

"Well , I think you should just sit down , talk about it , and then make a desicion wether yall are over ."

He started nodding his head till he gasped and grabbed my hand tightly .

"What is it ?" , I asked trying to turn around to look but he grabbed my face .

"Come on Nika , I think we should go ." , he said telling the waiter to box up the food .

Im confused as hell trying to see what the problem is while Trey is over here just doing the most !

Eventually , I pushed him out the way turning around to see Safaree and some girl all cuddled up in a booth talking and laughing .

"Onika , come on baby dont do nothing you'll regret ." , Tremaine said rubbing my back . I took a deep sigh and made my way to the table . He looked up at me then turning back to the girl .

"Wassup Nicki . Ive been trying to call you for a while !" , Safaree said stand up to hug me but i swerved him .

"Who is she ?" , I asked placing my hand on my hip .

He smacked his lips sarcastically laughing . "Does it really matter Nic ?"

"Yes it matters ! Im over thinking you at practice when really you all cuddled up to this !"

I couldnt call her ugly because she was no were near it , she was actually prettier than me . Tall with long dark brown hair , big dark brown eyes , and from what I can see , big boobs , itty bitty waist and Im sure tha booty is on point .

"Safaree , maybe I should go ." , the girl said as she slowly go up .

"No Monica , sit ." He turned his direction back to me . "Last time I checked , we werent together ."

Wooo ! When he said that , it hit me like a ton of bricks ! I bit my inner cheek to keep from going Queens on his ass but sad to say he was absolutely right , we arent together . We may kiss , we may touch a little , he may call me baby but we just werent together . I didnt even notice I was crying till he wiped my tears away pulling me into a hug . Like a dumbass , I hugged him back till I came to my senses .

"I have to go ."

I grabbed Tremaine's hand as we rushed out of the restaurant .

I walked inside the building as everyone either greeted me or compimented me . I didnt feel like hearing either on so I placed my shades on putting my hand in everyones face . I know everyone call me a bitch and stuff like that because Im mean at times but thats because I dont come to work everyday to be your friend , you work for me !

"Everyone , get out !" , I screamed as they did as told .

I locked the door walking to my desk just balling . Maybe it just Wasnt ment to be . I looked at my phone to see my Lockscreen as Safaree and JoJo walking hand in hand on Time Square .

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Today , Joel gets back from NJ with Àngel so I rushed over to his house to get him .

Before I knocked on the door , it flew wide open revealing a short ass Mexican girl in skimpy clothes and too much make up .

"Disculpe chica ." , she said basiclly pushing me out the way .

"Uh , this girl got a name puta ." , I stated referring to her as a whore .

Àngel ran and held her back as she cussed me out . I giggled and flicked her off heading inside to get my son .

"Hey papi ."

"Mami !!!!" , he screamed jumping up in my arms .

"You miss me?" ,

"mhmm ! I-I bought y-you someting ." , he said grabbing my face and kissing it .

I starred at him smiling as he went on and on . Gathering his things about to leave , Àngel yanked my wrist making me react fast by punching the shit out of him in the face .

"You can come by and see him on weekends." , I said before slamming his door as hard as I could and picking up a scared JoJo kissing his cheek .

Okaay , so the reason Im doing these sorry ass updates is because i get my s3 soon and have to get a new phone (yaaayyy!!!) because my s2 is a peice of shxt and so yeaaaaa ! (: I wont be on for about a week so this is my last chapter for a bit )': dont hate me , sowwie .