Amor Accidental

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I woke up with a horrible headache and the bright ass sunlight from my window wasnt making it any better . As I stretched and started to get back , I pulled the covers to reveal a sleeping Safaree . I screamed off the top of my lungs grabbing at my chest .

"Damn Nic , chill out with all that shit ." , he croaked sitting up .

"No , no , no , noooo !" , was all I could say when I lifted the sheets to reveal both of us naked .

"I tried to tell yo drunk ass you would regret it ." , he said laughing .

"I was drunk ? Damn ."

"I know right . I aint even know you had it in you Miss Maraj ." , he said while getting dressed . "Oh , I had fun by the way ."

I layed back down screaming into a pillow . I wasnt upset we fucked , im mad at the fact I wasnt sober to even enjoy it !

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We sat in McDonalds eating in silence . It was mad awkward when I was stupid enough to ask about some of the stuff I was doing . Now dont get me wrong , I can throw it back but Im just not just the worlds most freakiest person either .

"Why you so quiet ?" , he asked knocking me out of my thoughts .

"Nothing , just thinking away . I have a press conference today so yea ." , I said pulling my sleeves over my hands .

"Look , Im sorry if I rushed things . It just sort of happened and you were irresistible . Dont hate me ." , he said .

"I dont hate you Safaree , its just I-"

"Safaree ?" , a familiar girl said interrupting me .

"Oh , wassup Monica ." , he responded instantly knowing who this bitch was .

"Hey ." , she said looking at me the whole time . "You didnt return my calls after our little date thing . Oh and you left some little basketball thing at my house ."

Safaree sighed looking at me as I shook my head .

"Thats the fuckin' shit im talking about there !" , I said getting up and leaving .

"Onika wait ! Its not even like that ." , he said running to me then grabbing my wrist .

I snatched it away quickly . "Then tell me what it is like ! And to think you were actually different . Just like Àngel and the rest of em ."

"Dont fuckin' compare me to that bitch nigga !" , he shouted as everyone that was passing by looked at us .

"Why , its the truth . . . Did you sleep with her ?"

He hesitated at first till he nodded his head . "I couldnt go through with it though . You were in my mind the whole time ."

"I dont wanna be brokenhearted like the last time . Im tired and just about to give up . I mean you were perfect ! Great with Jo , sucessfull , smart , everything . I wont be played ."

"And I still am perfect ! Just please Nicki , give me a chance . Let me show you how a real nigga is suppose to act ."

Before I could walk off , he yanked me around and kissed me like there was tomorrow . I swear I couldnt stay mad at him . I kissed back placing my arms around his neck as everyone passed .

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As I sat in my office going over papers and everything , Miyaah came in noticing the look on my face .

"So , what happened ?" , she asked .

I sighed getting mad all over again . "We had sex ." , I stated as she spazzed . "BUT , I was too damn drunk to even enjoy the shit !"