I've been having many problems in my life right now and idk who to handle it. I threw out my blade cause I thought I didn't need it cause I don't but I still feel regret now and then. I have been so emotional lately all I want to do is cry and I can't. I just don't find myself crying. My parents have been fighting a lot and Ik y'all are thinking why are you telling strangers your personal life well y'all are all I have. I feel like my friends just don't like me anymore. I feel like I'm too loud, too annoying, too ugly, too fat, all these things I think I am and people say I'm not I don't believe them. I LOVE Shawn mendes and I get so happy talking about him and I get shot down but no one truly understands why I love them. I also like Justin Bieber but not as much. My room has posters of all Shawn mendes and TØP and jack and jack. Honestly I just don't understand why I always feel depressed all the time. Some people tell me "well you don't look sad" and it's cause I'm not sad I'm down I act fine cause my problems are small compared to some other people's problems. I wake up and sometimes wish I didn't. And I'm sorry for wasting an update about this I thought it would make me feel better but not really oh whale😒
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Loving my guardian
FanfictionNash Grier was adopted by the Cameron Dallas. After a couple days he can't help but have feeling forwards him but how can he tell he has never felt love or has loved anyone before he doesn't even know what love, or gay, or even sex is. Will Cameron...
