I was sitting on my bad. I got Justins words on repeat in my head. "Guess what, freak, just kill yourself. No one would miss you. I'd be glad to hear, that you are dead", his voice said.
I looked at the pills in my hand.
Do it. Now!
Like he said, no one would miss you. Just do it!
He said you don't worth it. Just end it. Now. It is better for everyone.
That were the words that made me do it. I swallowed them. How many pills I swallowed? I did not count at all.
At first I felt nothing, but then I got very tired. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes not planing to open them again.
I fell asleep and saw a bright white light. Someone said I should follow the light and so I did. The light got brighter and brighter. I didn't saw anything, so bright was it. I just closed my eyes once more and walked into the light.
I heard someone shouting my name but the voice was too far away. I felt someone shaking me, but I didn't woke up. Again somebody shouted my name but I didn't care.
I was standing in the bright light, I felt how I literally became weightless. I felt like I could fly away and never come back. God bless this feeling, it was the best I ever had.
Just follow the light. Don't do anything else. Just follow the light, don't look back and don't turn around. Just follow the light.
Nooo. This is not the end.
Paula
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