Escape

Chapter 11

That Day I was in the same state as I am today minus the guilt. I hadn't broken anyone's heart yet. These Girls definitely knew their ways. They had bolstered the feelings that had started to grow within me some days back. I sat back in my room trying to find distraction but How could I ? There was nothing that I had done without Chad being involved in it. It was adding to my misery. I could see frustration making its way in me. I tried to sleep but couldn't. Was I or Was I not ready for this lifestyle was the question. 

My phone started ringing. It showed- Chad calling....

I picked up.

"Hi Chad... How are you ? How was your day ?"

"Hi dear, Just called to check on you. Have you cooked dinner ? Anyways, I forgot to tell you that I put the Meditation videotape in the third drawer instead of first. So just wanted to tell you about it...Anyways..How was your day ?"

"Umm...okay...just like yesterday.."

"OK cool. see you in four days.. Have to meet a manager now. So talk to you later. Love you"

"Love you. Bye....". I hung up.

Ohk, I thought. Mediation. But I don't want to do mediation. Fricking old ladies do meditation. I am supposed to have fun. And how is meditation even responsible for dealing with my issues. I am supposed to be happy not a routine girl. I could clearly feel savanna smiling in her dreams. 

So I thought I am at a stage where I should decide how things should be done. I am my responsibility and my own dictator. I made a list of things which used to give me happiness during Pre-Diem era. 

So after that day continuously I was in a go. I went to three movies, two concerts, one aftershow, two pubs and a museum. yes I do love museums. I don't tell about museum to anyone. Well that's a different story. The point is that i was living my life.

After Chad came things didn't change. But surprisingly he didn't interrupt. I started skipping meditation. And then we started going out and he really loved it but if asked for an option he always preferred home cooked. I was now liking spending time with him. He was good then why did he ask me to do those stupid things before. It is not like he completely stopped trying. He would ask me sometimes and I would do it sometimes. I also like to keep myself healthy but I couldn't do it daily. I knew how much he loved documentaries so i didn't interrupt in that. Things were a little smooth then.

One day I got a message from Chalsey apologizing for the other day. She invited me to a pub in the city. So I thought of giving it a try. 

When I told Chad, he seemed mildly disappointed but he smiled and asked me to go.

So I left for the pub.