song// lowlife; poppy
also i'm going to try a different style?? POV?? idk xd
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He always said to me:
"(Y/N), I swear to god you're perfect."
God forbid he meant it.
I always knew he was just... saying it. Saying it so I wouldn't complain about how he never goes on dates. Or never comes to visit me. Or how we do everything on his agenda. What makes matters worse is that I can't break up with him. No, I don't suffer from Stockholm Syndrome and I'm not denying I do. And I have a reason to end things with him too.
Old suitcase, clean get away.
Sweetest boy, I swear on my own soul. He's average. He's a brunette with dazzling hazel eyes. This boy is tall too, I guess. Taller than me at the very least. A bonus- ,well I guess a good thing, about him, is that he's just so easy to talk to! Like I don't need to think when I talk! The words in my mouth fall out like a toddler drooling out spaghetti.
He knows that I like him. I like him and everything about him. His name gives me the chills just thinking about it.
Makoto. Makoto Naegi.
I'm the one who takes the blame again.
I only wish I could tell my boyfriend how I truly feel.
About how I prefer Makoto over him.
How he's the biggest asshole on the face of the earth.
"(Y/N)? What's wrong with you? Stop looking out of it."
Ew. It's him.
"(Boyfriend) I'm-"
It takes all my willpower not to say "I'm 100% done with your shit."
"-Okay." I sigh.
He smiles, and wraps me in his arms. I slump into him. I wonder if he can sense my misery.
"Hey, I love you." He mutters into my ear.
"Love you too." I sigh.
New day, but the same lines, I, feel like a victim of the dollar sign.
"Oh, I gotta go." (Boyfriend) says, as he checks his phone.
I don't know what caused him to need to up and leave, but it didn't bother me. He hugs me goodbye and walks, more like runs, off.
I walk the other direction, towards one of the entrances to the lunch room. Before I can make it in, I'm stopped.
"Excuse me!" A voice shouts.
I turn to see Junko Enoshima.
"Me?" I question.
The fashion-obsessed girl nods.
"What were you doing with my boyfriend?" She asks.
I look at her, confused. "I don't know what you mean"
"Just now!" Junko shouts. "You were with (Boyfriend)!"
I go silent. "He's... with you too?"
Junko scoffs. "Don't even! He's been with me for like a month!"
"He's cheating on me." I breath.
"Sure, honey." Junko says with an eye roll.
"I've been with him for 7 months and he's cheating on me..."
God, I hated him before but this really does it. He decided to cheat on me with the whore of the school. I knew it was fake when he said he loved me. All this time, I knew something was off and this was it.
