My Unloving Husband √

Chapter 14

Next day

I was shopping at the near by market to buy souvenirs for my family and Jungkook's family that's when I heard my phone ring. Immediately a frown took over my face at the sight of the caller id. It read "Jungkook".

"What do you want" I snap at him knowing that the only time he calls me was the time he needed something from me.

"didn't you learn how to answer a call ? Why are you snapping at me ? Don't you know whom are you talking to ? And I have the right to call you anytime cuz I'm your husband"

I was taken aback by his words. Did he just say that he was my husband?! Did he started to accept the fact that I was his wife? God only knows what ran in Jungkook's mind.

"I'm extremely sorry my Lord. I beg apology for my audacity, his Majesty" I said with a fake accent.

He chuckled hearing me "what I wanted to tell you was to meet me at lobby at 8pm and wear something nice cuz we are going out again."

I heaved a sigh after hearing him to go out with him. As far as I remember last night didn't go well and I knew that today would not go well.

"Why?"I whined.

"listen I have no wish to go out with you but mom seems to be unsatisfied with only one picture that I sent yesterday. So yeah" I didn't understand what will my mother in law would do with those picture.

"Anything else, his majesty ?" I asked.

I could imagine him giggle on the other side of the phone , showing his cute bunny teeth.

"Nope".

That's all he said and hang up the phone. He didn't even tell me bye. I should not be bothered with this small acts. I continued to buy things after putting my phone back in my bag.

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Sharp at 8 pm I was waiting in the lobby  wearing a long red dress which showed my curves and a black Sillitoe. I let down my hairs, which were curled at the end. Today I even wore heavy makeup , red lipstick , smoky eyes and highlighter. I looked different today and I was kinda impressed with my self.

I was looking at the couples envying them who just entered the hotel hand in hand. Now I wish that I had boyfriend, only then I would have known how it feels like to be loved other than my parents. I was staring at them intently when I felt a hand on my back. I was surprise with the contact that immediately I looked behind to see whose hand it belonged. There stood Jungkook in a fine suit looking elegant more than ever. I was staring at me for a while after which I got my composure back. I moved a step back to break the contact between his hand and my waist. Jungkook saw my moves and realised that he touched me.

"I have been calling you but you seemed zoom out thinking about me" he smirked.

I scoffed at him. How can a guy be so full of himself ? "For your kind information I wasn't thinking about you."

"Yeah , sure " he started to walk away and I tried to catch up with him.

We went to a five star restaurant which was located just inside the hotel where we were staying. We were in front of the table when Jungkook sat on his chair without pulling my one out. I shouldn't have expected him to show such courtesy. I expect way too much. I needed to learn to lessen my expectations.

Quickly I sat on my chair so that I wouldn't make myself fool in front of Jungkook. How silly of me think that Jungkook would pull a chair for me ? Even his mother is not here to act out and I was just his pretentious wife. I don't  know what am I doing with my life anymore. Sometimes I wish his mother was with him 24/7 so that he would act sweet for me. But that would only happen in my dream.

Jungkook was staring at his menu when he broke the silence. "You seem like you put a lot of effort today to look pretty. But it also seems like you miserably failed."he said in a mocking tone.

I was sure that today I dressed to kill so there was no use of him to make me feel bad. I wouldn't lie about how I care about his impression on me but today was different.

I acted as if I didn't hear him say anything. I was also staring at the menu when he continued. "You trying to impress me huh? With that seductive look?Anyone might mistaken you as a slut"

That's when it caught my ear. Like duh as if I dressed for him. Sure he told me to wear nice dress and I did. But come on , you would not like to look fool dressed wrong in a five star hotel.

"Excuse me, I didn't wear makeup or this dress to impress you! I wore it because I wanna look good for myself. You must think that the world evolves around you but please do get this in your head that all the girl that wear make up doesn't try to look nice for men. And just because I wore heavy make up doesn't make me a slut. And no one would mistaken me as slut because I'm only slut in your eyes. " for the first time I stood up for myself and it felt really good. On the other hand Jungkook was taken aback to see me talk for such a long time. He thought that I was fragile. Boy you are wrong. And I'm gonna show you that I m stronger then you.

"What ever "he waved me off  with his hands.

How could a guy be so immature ? I wonder how Taeyeon endured him. We ordered our menu and the waiter said it would take time.

Abruptly Jungkook stood up from his chair then pulled my wrist. I didn't know what was happening so I just followed him. He took me to the corner of the restaurant where it was decorated with flowers and the out side of the window showed a magnificent view of the island. He placed a hand on my back then pulled me closer to him. I felt a wave of current pass through me as he touched me. As much as I hated him, I yearn for his skin on my skin. I know I sounded sick but who wouldn't want their husband to be love by them ? I glared at him.

"what are you doing ?!" I tried to escape from his grip.

"Shut up, don't move and act as if you are deeply in love with me" he said sternly.

He then handed his camera to a stuff and asked him to take a picture of us. He tighten the grip on me and I placed my hands on his chest, looking at him straight in the eyes. He looked down at me and he smiled a bit, at which I also smile. If only this moments where real then I would have no regret dying now. That's when I heard the sound of the shutter. The waiter exclaimed "perfect" then handed back his phone to him. I momentarily snatched his phone then examined the photo. Surprisingly it came really good so I sent the photo to my phone as well. In the photo we were looking at each other intensely as if we really were in love , holding on one another. The photo was bitter sweet to me.

We went back to our respective seats and that's when the food was also served. I was about to get my forks when Jungkook's phone rang. He answered the call immediately.

"Wait, I'm coming" he hang up the phone. As if he was in hurry, he got up from his seat, grabbing his coat.

"Where are you going ?"

" I gotta go. I will be back within half an hour." He left me hanging there. I was quandary. I didn't know what to do so I just sat there waiting for him.

1 hour passed...

2 hour passed...

3 hour passed....

Still there was no sign of him. I called him to know what happened but he never answered my calls. I was waiting for him, my food turning cold and remained untouched. When I realised that he wouldn't come I ate my cold food. The food must had been good but like yesterday it tasted tasteless for me. Maybe this time I left numb out of loneliness. The place started to become deserted.

Few minutes before the clock would strike 12, a waiter came up to me. "Excuse me mam, this place is about to close " he said.

"Umm ok, can I have my bill?" I asked.

"Sure "He flashed me a smile then rushed to make my bill.

I paid the bill then went back to my room. For the first time in my life I had been stood up by someone. I felt hurt and I couldn't express the pain that I felt in my hurt. Why do I have to deserve it ? I have never done anything bad in my life and now see where my life is leading to.

At least Jungkook could call me and tell where was he. I changed my dress and washed my face. Then plopped on the bed. I was so tired, all I wanted to do was to sleep but I was also worried for Jungkook.

For the last time I called him, but he never answered it. And I drift to sleep while clutching my phone, waiting for Jungkook's call.....