"I'm keeping this baby.. our baby", I firmly say staring at Jason nothing, but seriousness in my voice and face expression.
Jason's eyes almost bulge out of their sockets taken back from what I just spat at him.
"Aleysa you can't be serious?", he huffs.
"I'm dead serious.. it's my baby", I say while placing my hand on my belly.
A smile forms on my lips feeling some type of warmth and little electricity run throughout my body.
Jason warily watches me fear in his eyes. I can tell he's struggling with something far deeper than he has led on.
"Why are you so against me having your child?!", I scold feeling hurt very hurt by his behavior ever since I told him about being pregnant.
I absolutely understand a guy being shocked by the news of their girl being pregnant especially in the situation we are in, but still if Jason loves me like he says he does. Why is this pregnancy such a horror to him?
"I don't want to be a father", Jason mutters pacing back and forth like a crazy person.
"WHY?!", I scold no longer having the patience I've had this entire time with him.
"we're not ready Aleysa stop being so naive"
I abruptly stand up clenching my fists anger rising in me, "NO ONE EVER IS JASON!"
"Why are you fucking yelling?", Jason rolls his eyes.
"BECAUSE I'M PISSED AT YOUR BEHAVIOR TOWARDS ME BEING PREGNANT WITH YOUR BABY! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!", I scold my arms flying all over the place like a mad woman.
I didn't expect this from Jason at all. I honestly believe after the unexpected news sunk into him. He would actually be happy about our love creating something beyond this world.
Shit, we had a lot of unprotected sex. Jason should of known what was the risks of doing that right? I honestly didn't even think about it whatsoever. I was completely lost in the lust of the moment every time.
But at least, I've accepted this pregnancy and to be honest, I'm starting to feel happy about having a bun in the oven.
"I do love you you fucking know that! It's just it-"
"DON'T YOU DARE CALL MY BABY AN IT ANYMORE!", I shout cutting Jason off.
My heart breaks every time he uses that word to identify our child.
Jason stays silent clenching his jaw as he walks away from me walking towards the closet to pull out a white shirt.
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU JASON?!", I roar losing my shit completed.
"I'M FUCKING SCARED ALEYSA! I'M SO TERRIFIED OF BEING A FATHER TO AN INNOCENT CHILD! I'M A PIECE OF SHIT, A CRIMINAL, A MURDERER! I RUINED YOUR LIFE! JUST LOOK AT US WE'RE ON THE RUN TOGETHER BECAUSE I'M WANTED BY THE FBI! SINCE DATING ME YOUR ALWAYS IN DANGER! DON'T YOU DARE EVEN FUCKING LIE ABOUT THAT! WHAT KIND OF A FUCKING LIFE ARE WE GOING TO GIVE THIS CHILD HUH?! I'M SO FUCKED UP!", Jason roars his veins popping out from his neck. His light brown hazel eyes three shades darker looking so cold.
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Juvie • JASON MCCANN •
Fanfiction"Jason didn't murder Alessandra!", I hiss. "The neighbors saw a him running out of the house when a scream was heard," my dad roars his veins popping out from his neck from how angry he is. "Don't yell at her," Jason snaps losing his patience. "I ca...
