Mixed Feelings. [dougie poynter]

Chapter 1

dan had me pinned down on the bed again, holding his full body weight on me. that face i fell in-love with was gone. he was a monster "please get off me, we're ove-" before i could finish my words he struck me again across the face, i let out a small wimper "no if you say those words again ill do worse, dont push me bitch" he said his lips curving into a smile, i tried to get out of his grasp but he kept me held down. i saw him reach for something, it was a knife. "what did i tell you" he shouted, spit flying at my face, i flinched my eyes shut preparing for what was coming next and-

i woke up vigorously shaking in a cold sweat, i took a swig of my water to cool me down. i've been having these nightmares/flashbacks for a while now, i should tell someone but what will that do? i swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood up. walking over to my phone i checked the time, it was 5:33am, great. i slipped some yoga pants on under my plain white vest and walked into the living room, turning the tv on i decided to watch tangled to cheer me up. i wrapped the black fleece around me, propped ome pillows up behind me and watched the film but minutes later sleep had overtaken me and i was back in that nightmare

RING RING RING RING

i stretched my arm out grabbed my phone, i could see it was my best friend who moved up to manchester just over two years ago, i rarely see her but we occasionally sykpe and talk over the phone. she was like my only close friend, she still is except we never see eachother which sucks, massively

"morning zoe!"

"what time is it" i groaned, propping myself up adjusting my eyes to the sunlight

"time to wake up duh" she said with a giggle, this is not funny "ugh okay its 12:24pm" i shot off the sofa. i've overslept what the hell i thought i set my alarm? brilliant just what i needed

"uh sorry cara i got to go speak later bye" i said throwing my phone down, stretching my arms and legs and running myself a hot shower

i put my boring old uniform on, white shirt tucked into a black, short-ish pencil skirt. i did my daily makeup/hair routine, not really making an effort with my appearance, its not like i'll meet anyone special right?

well i was about to be proven wrong

hello sorry that kinda sucked it was just the intro !!