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It took about two hours or maybe more to finish this and I finally did.First off I wanted to apologize for my long absence I know I know Im sorry I've been really busy with school and shit so yaaaa im soooooo sorry anyways this chapter is dedicated my my best friend pratically sister @babyredd13 so go follow her anyways enjoy.

A drop of water on my face was enough to wake me up.I sat up quickly and looked up at the sky to see the dark black clouds covering the once clear and beautiful day.I sighed grabbing my bag that was next to me looking through it trying to find a spare dollar but only found £5 great.I vaguely stood up slowly walking to the closest shop I could find to buy myself something to eat.I opened the door to the shop the smell of freshly made donuts filled my nostrils as soon as my feet took a step inside.I smiled brightly walking up to the cashier who smiled back at me with maybe the fakest smile there is."Hello I would like a muffin please"the girl nodded her head placing a muffin into a brown bag and handing it to me looking down at my change I only had 3 pounds well thats enough for nothing.

I sighed walking out of the shop again to find that it was already raining and I didn't have any kind of umbrella to cover myself from the rain.It didn't matter anyway,I made my way back to the same old dirty bench have my parents notice my absence?Of course they have I shook my head at those thoughts and sat down chewing slowly on my donuts cherishing what I had,I sighed deeply what have I gotten myself into.Do I like Harry?I started asking all this kind of crazy questions in my head ones that didn't make much sense at all.I mean sure I felt weird around him but to the point that I love him no way.Could there be a possibility?I shook my head again how can I even consider that I mean ya I'm gay but I'm not one of those persons who fall for someone that easily.I layed down on the bench shiver a little from the cold not being able to cover myself I closed my eyes slowly tomorrows another day.

I woke up with the sunlight hitting my eyes(see what I did there I used the vamps lyrics nvm)I sat up quickly glancing at my watch and realize it was already past seven.I was gonna be late for class but how was I gonna show up looking like this,I looked like a hobo my hair was a mess and I didn't smell very pleasant either.Just in two days I looked like I've been sleeping on the streets for days now,I sighed I might as well expose my cover I took my phone out and dial the only person that I trusted after the third ring I heard my best friends irish voice on the other line "Hello?"I smiled taking a deep breathe "Hey Ni can you do me a favor don't ask any questions"I could sense he was confuse but he listened attentively anyways.After I took a trip to his house took a shower borrow his cloth I walked out of the house,Niall was already outside waiting for me.

I knew he was going to start asking questions so I tried to walk as quickly as I could but I had no such luck.He managed to catch up with me,he looked at me for a while concern written all over his face he kept his eyes on me while we continued walking then finally decided to speak up "What's really up?"shit I hated it when he knew me too well.I sighed looking down at the floor suddenly it becoming more interesting that our conversation I sighed "I ran away from my house,no its not because of Harry I don't even like him so don't even go there"he looked at me like he knew there was more to it but that was pretty much everything,at least until now,he nodded his head finally giving up and we walked in silence the rest of the way there.Today felt different not only the fact that no one was staring at us like we were some kind of freaks but I felt like something was out,I shook it off walking up to my locker I saw a note.I looked at Niall confuse but he only shrug his shoulders I opened the note carefully reading it word by word.

Dear zayn,

I'm sure by now you are still confuse on what your feelings are but to be honest you're not the only one.This note is only to tell you that no matter where the wind blows us you can always count on me,also I wanted to let you know that it's normal to feel confuse I will wait for you no matter what even if it take eternity ok?