Hours later, me and Izzy are still talking. We go deep into conversation and I start to cry. I get so emotional. I start to cry. I wipe them away but more just come after. I end up crying for hours. Thinking and thinking. I try to stop but I just can't stop. I try and try so damn hard to make myself stop crying, it's so embarrassing.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this. I can't talk to Izzy, neither me nor her are ready for a talk like that. It's ok, I am going to be ok. I tell myself realizing it wasn't going to be ok. Not in a million years is what happening "ok" I can't even put in near that category. Ever.
'Izzy, we need to take a break.'
I text Izzy. I can't be with her at this time. I know I am a total douche for doing that over text but I couldn't see her like that again. It pains me so much. I need time to think. Think about if I want to be with her. She is a monster... it hurts to says but it's true. She is a monster. Whatever she is.
VOUS LISEZ
The Great Depression
Roman pour Adolescentsthis story is about heartbreak and death, while it's also about love and passion. carter and izzy, best friends and soulmates, for the time being anyway.
