Anthony Trujillo - Problems

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Y/n pov
My phone has been blowing up non stop, whether it's my family being mad at me or 'fans' of team ten sending me hate. I'm tired of it all, the same comments reoccurring again and again 'what an ugly bitch' 'she has zero talent' 'nobody even likes her, just kick her out' 'she's just there to be a fuck toy'. I'm tired of it, I haven't told anyone that I read it and when they ask about it I act as if I don't care. When in reality it eats away at me everyday, it makes me feel like shit and almost every night I cry myself to sleep. Having so much pain in your life that you can never escape, everything you do has to be criticized and your driving yourself to be someone your not and your afraid to be yourself because people won't like it. I'm scared and trying to be strong is hard
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I have finally reached my breaking point, I walked into my room closing the door and locking it. I walked over to my mirror examining my face, I was ugly and everything they said began to be true. I punched the mirror, shattering it into a million pieces and causing warm blood to ooze from my knuckles. I opened up a drawer hat held any medication I have, I dumped out a ton of them onto the counter as I mixed them all together. I left the bathroom walking to my desk writing a long letter to everyone in the house.
"Hey guys, it's y/n. If your reading this you probably found my lifeless body laying on the bathroom floor. I'm sorry for causing any of you pain but I did it, everyone seems to not care about you till you die. Well, now I'm dead and everyone who sent me hate or talked me down. Congratulations  I'm fucking gone, all of the 'fans' that decided to make edits of me killing myself and telling me to die. I've reached the point where I believe everything they say, I try to be strong for everyone in this house because I love all of you. But all of this is too much, you all made me so happy and I loved all of you. I hate to leave so soon but it's what I have to do
Goodbye" I wrote the letter as tears hit the page causing the ink to smear I folded the letter and left it infront of my closed door on the floor so as someone entered they would find it. I walked back to my bathroom smashing anything I could. I through myself into the bath tub, filling the tub as I climbed in with all my clothes on and two handfuls of pills. I sat there and cried as I popped pills one by one.

Anthony's pov

As the team ten van pulled back into our driveway I heard loud crashes coming from upstairs so I ran up knowing y/n was by herself as a few others followed me hearing the sound. I tried to open her door but it was locked so I lightly knocked, no answer so I just typed in the code and swung the door open and stepped in. I heard a crunch as I looked down to find a note, my heart slightly dropped as I picked it up and began to read. After the first sentence I shoved it into Chances chest and ran to the bathroom trying to open the door "y/n stop, don't do this" I banged and banged on the door as water seeped under it and I still heard sobs "help me" I yelled as Jake and Chance came running and we all busted down the door to reveal y/n sitting in her tub overflowing with water and her trying to open up a bottle of pills and having some all over the counters and floors "call 911" I yelled to anyone behind me as I heard them all calling " y/n what did you do" as I said that she began to cry and she shoved her face into the water, trying to drown herself. I quickly ran to her side grabbing her out of the water as she fought with me " let me die" she yelled as she squirmed in my arms. I let a few tears fall knowing she had popped meds in hope to end her life, "y/n stop"  I said as I hugged her tight and we heard ambulance outside and then running up the stairs as I held her. They placed her onto the stretcher as I followed and they questioned me "what did she do to herself" the paramedics asked me as they did tests "um she tried to take her own life by popping a bunch of medication, I don't know how much she took we just found her" I said as I held her hand. She passed out inside of the ambulance and they told me to stay calm even through I was freaking out.

We made it to the hospital and I could no longer follow so I waited in the waiting room with the rest of team ten.

Y/n pov

I woke up in a bright white room with monitors beeping all around me, I looked to my side to see a nurse checking machines "where am I" I croaked as she looked at me "your in the hospital sweetie, and you've got a few friends in the waiting room. Do you want to see them" I looked at her and then shrugged "I guess" soon after she left I heard a large amount of footsteps and then the door opened to all of team ten as they all ran to give me a hug. "Hey guys can I talk to her alone" Anthony said as they all nodded and left, I looked down at my hands knowing Anthony was the one who saved me. "Y/n please look at me" I slowly looked up to see his red eyes "y/n please never do that to yourself again,
I don't ever want to loose you. You are so beautiful and amazing and fuck y/n, I love you" he said as a small smile crept onto my lips "I love you too" and then he slowly leaned in holding my cheeks and placing a gentle kiss on my lips.

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