E n d l e s s M u s i n g

remember december <3

this is a memory i wanted to share with people who miss and love someone even though they're gone away or passed away. it might not mean the same but i'm uploading it still.

i'm late writing this but that doesn't mean i wasn't thinking about you on this day and ever since that day so here is my message to you: ~december 15th 2012~

dear arмand,

ι мeт yoυ a year and 13 dayѕ dayѕ ago and ι'll never ғorgeт yoυ. lιĸe ιт waѕ yeѕтerday ι waѕ ιnвoхιng a ғrιend, вυт ιnѕтead oғ ιт вeιng нer ιт waѕ yoυ and ιnѕтanт ғrιendѕнιp caмe. yoυ мenтιoned мy ғrιend waѕ ιn тнe нoѕpιтal нavιng нer вaвy вυт we ѕтιll тalĸed anyway ιnтrodυcιng oυrѕelveѕ. тнe тнιng тнaт ѕтυnned мe waѕ yoυ ѕaιd yoυr gιrlғrιend нad dιed and yoυ мιѕѕed нer a loт. we conтιnυed тalĸιng тнroυgн нer ιnвoх and ѕтarтed тo lιĸe yoυ вecaυѕe yoυ were ѕo ĸιnd, and now ι coυldn'т ѕleep. aғтer we goт acqυaιnтed, ι ѕтarтed тo ғeel ғlυттery we yoυ мeѕѕaged вacĸ.. wнιcн waѕ ѕтrange тo мe.. вυт ιn a good way. ιт waѕ geттιng laтe вυт yoυ we'd тalĸ тoмorrow, and вeғore тнaт мy ғrιend тold yoυ aѕĸed "can [ι] вe yoυr gιrlғrιend?"  ι waѕ ѕpeecнleѕѕ тнaт нad never нappen- ι мean noт ѕo ѕυddenly. ѕorry ι waѕ ѕcared тo ѕay 'yeѕ' and ѕaιd тнe wrong тнιng wнιcн мy ғrιend ѕaιd мade yoυ ѕad. :( тнaт nιgнт ι lιed awaĸe тнιnĸιng aвoυт тнaт and тнe neхт day.. 

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a/n : i have a continuation in my mind [that i'll never forget] i just wanted to publish this to see if anyone was intersting in it so if you are just comment something like if i should continue it and i will soon! Okay thanks for reading :'3 xx