The badboy's boy

The bad boy's boy shows affection

Six chapters before it's finished.

Also slightly different chapter between Mateo and Evan

Mateo. Just his name drives me crazy.

And I hate it. But then again I didn't. I could say my body defies my mind but it wasn't the case. My mind was fully taken over by him.

He owned them. His thoughts wouldn't leave my mind. And my body wanted more of his.

The most absurd desire of me lately had been to feel him skin to skin.

But it is also confusing. Everything was.

But the more he opened up the more confusing it got.

And his feelings for me. There were unanswered questions.

Did he love me? Or was it a crush? Or did he only like me?

And what did I feel for him? I was sure my feelings for him was pass liking but after what he did to me? How could I?

But love hits  you as sudden as lightning.

"What are thinking about?"he whispers. I look at him. It was thursday and I was excited for tomorrow.

"Nothing I can't solve this equation " I lied.

"Let me help you" he said pushing his table and chair towards mine.

I loved his presence these days but I also wanted space. I wanted to talk to my friends.

"Do you know the formula ?" he asks writing.

I nod, he starts talking but I don't pay much attention to him.

I simply look at him. His grey eyes.

Grey eyes that seemed familiar.

He is breath taking. His black hair and grey eyes.

I wonder what he thinks when looking at me.

Was I ugly for him ? No or else he wouldn't be interested in me.

"Are you listening Bunny?" he asks whispering his endearment.

It was a intimate thing for him. He only called me that, no one else was allowed.

And I liked it.

"You're not listening, are you?" he asks.

"Why do you call me Bunny?" I ask him. He stares at me, looking intensely at me.

"I have a fetish for them" he said without blinking.

What? A fetish for Bunnys?

"And I really love a certain Bunny" he whispers leaning closer.

I lean back.
"Mateo behave yourself " I tell him. He rolls his eyes but still listens to me.

He kept staring down at his book.

"Evan?" he calls.

"Yes Mateo?" I said. He kept staring at the book. His left cheek slowly getting pink.

"Do.. DoYouwannagoonadate?" he rambles quickly.

"What ?" I ask. He sighs and looks at me.

"We'll go on a date this afternoon" he said. Or better yet told me, ordered me. We will go on a date.

Can't he ask me properly ?

Evan do you want to go on a date with me ? Is that so hard for him.

"Jamie" he calls for me. That voice of his indicating that he wants my full attention.