I woke up feeling his warmth. I snuggle closer to him.
I stare at his T-shirt. It was black like his soul.
I don't talk to bullies !
Every thing kyle said kept running through my mind.
You deserve everything Mateo's doing with you.
I did deserve everything he is doing to me.
I hate you Evan because of you I lost my best friend.
His best friend ? I don't even know his best friend. I only bullied one person.
Kyle's words running through me.
His best friend.
He only had one best friend. His neighbor. Mateo was his best friend.I lost my best friend.
Kyle told me he lost his best friend because of a boy. Not Jacob but..
I immediately sit up. He moves around searching for my warmth.
Mateo was his neighbor. Mateo was his best friend. I bullied his best friend.
I bullied Mateo.
He isn't himself anymore. You destroyed him
I did this to him. The way he is. It is all my fault.
I can't believe the boy I pushed from the stairs was Mateo.
I suppressed a sob. I bit into my knuckles to keep from making a sound.
Everything makes sense right now. Everything he did to me. I deserved everything.
I stare at his face. His actions told me he was out on revenge.
Were his feelings real ? Did he truly like me. His bunny?
I quickly get of the bed and go downstairs.
I walk into the kitchen.
"Jamie ?" my mom calls for me.
"Mom" I answer my voice hoarse.
When I come in sight of her ,she frowns.
"Baby what's wrong ?" she asks walking closer to me.
I hug her instantly.
"I hurt him mom" I sob holding her tight.
"Who baby ?" she asks pating my back
"Mateo. I use to bully him" I croak.
She lets go of me and lets me sit down on a chair.
"Breath for me " she said soflty.
"Mom I bullied Mateo" I whispered. I can't believe I did those awful things to him.
"Calm down Baby. Where is he? Did he say something ?" she asks bringing me a glas of water.
I took a gulp, wiping my tears.
"Now tell me what happened " she said sitting down.
"Mom remember when I use..." I couldn't finish. The disgusting taste in my mouth didn't let me.
I took a deep breath.
"Mom the boy I use to bully is Mateo. Remember when he didn't came to school after the incident. He is that boy mom" I said. She looks shocked.
"Then you deserve everything he's doing to you" she said standing up.
I look at her knowing she was right.
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The badboy's boy
Teen FictionThe Badboy's boy |finished| "what did I do this time?" I screamed in his face. He closes his eyes, taking a deep breath. "if I see you with him again, you'll both regret it" he whispers into my ear. "why are you doing this ? " I asked desperately...