Make It Real ( 2 Moons Cast Fanfic ) (BXB)

Chapter 7

English Translator: stoked_souL (Happy Birthday Sis 😘)

Bas’ POV

Can someone please tell me what’s happening? My world is going crazy. All I know is that I play the lead role in a boys love series, but why do I feel like, besides Wayo, Bas is also starting to have a love life of his own?

I mean I don’t want to sound cocky, but these past few weeks, my mind has been going crazy about a lot of things.

For one, P’Tae. His actions towards me are really puzzling. He keeps saying I’m his baby brother, but I don’t feel that way. He’s saying one thing and doing another thing. P’Kim also treats me like a brother but in a different manner. There’s also that thing that he told me earlier.

Another thing, P’Godt.

My first kiss.

Was stolen.

By him.

Of course I only told him that I believed what he said about kissing me to prepare me for future scenes, but actually, it also made me confused. I’m not a kid anymore to not get it.

I’m turning 18 next month by the way. As I remember, whenever I see actors kissing on screen, their lips just touch lightly. But shit! P’Godt used his tongue! That’s why I couldn’t help but hit him. This is getting out of hand.

No expectations, no disappointment. I know very well that they’re both straight. One even has a girlfriend. I wonder about P’Tae. Nobody ever says anything about him. Especially him. Dare I ask?

Although I have to admit, at times, I wish it were true. I am as vulnerable as anyone, and I also long to be loved. But I’d rather keep myself in check. Only Wayo could be that lucky.

If this was all a dream, someone please wake me up now. Before I face the need to deal with my own true feelings. Before I admit to myself that I’m falling for…

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-Few hours earlier-

“What’s with the sweetness between you and P’Tae?”

I wasn’t expecting that. Sounds like a huge blow to my head. Good question that I don’t know the answer to. Has he noticed? So… it isn’t just me then. But P’Tae insists I am a baby brother to him that’s why he’s protecting me.

“He’s my baby brother, N’Godt!”

That voice from behind us… it’s P’Tae. We both turn around to face him. P’Tae gives me a strange smile.

“Here. You left your phone on the table.”

“Gee! Thanks P’! I’m being forgetful again.”

“No worries. Go on with your practice, I’ll get back to the set as well. Oh, and later, I’m going to Siam. Come with!”

His voice suddenly aggressive. I feel like I made a big mistake. What did I do?

“Sure, P’!”

He nods then leaves. That’s weird. I can’t read his mind. And P’Godt didn’t bother asking questions anymore. We just go on with practicing our lines. Perhaps tomorrow, we can nail this scene!

On the other hand, I feel bad for P’Godt. He’s trying so hard at work even though he’s bothered by his personal issues. I can never complain though more often, I get tangled whenever he screws up.

I can only imagine how hard it is for him to act like the very cool and composed ‘Phana’ while having problems running endlessly in his head. Good thing, he isn’t upset with me or anything, so I truly understand him now.