Make It Real ( 2 Moons Cast Fanfic ) (BXB)

Chapter 18

Bas' POV

'I can't give you a ride today. Tee and I have to go to the agency.'
That's P'Tae's text message. I don't mind at all since I can't do anything about it anyway. I guess I'll just ask Pa to drop me off instead.

I am not upset or anything. We got to spend some time together yesterday, and it was great. He even drove me home. It's just that we had a slight argument.

I guess the fact that I accepted P'Godt's gift and that I got wounded because of it made him upset.

Although I understood that he was just worried about me, I couldn't be clear enough that it was nothing and that I'm going to be okay. Sigh.

I hope he won't start ignoring me just because of that. Maybe I was a little too worried thinking about it that I even skipped breakfast. And since it's clear that he won't pick me up today, I have to tell Pa that he should drive me to the set. Thankfully, he isn't that busy, and he agreed. I ran to my room to grab my stuff, and we left in an instant.

I felt a little hungry while on our way, and luckily I saw a coffee shop along the road. I asked Pa to stop for a while, so I can get a cup of coffee. He refused my offer to buy one for him too because he already had one at home.

Inside the shop, I got in line to order for my drink when I suddenly remember P'Godt. He always buys coffee for me. That thought put a smile on my face which was immediately replaced by furrowed brows.

Yes. I still have to figure out what to do when I see him. There must not be any problem or awkward moment at the set; otherwise we will both get in trouble.

Also, I don't want him to feel bad especially if I stay away from him. He's been really nice to me, and I still believe that he didn't do anything wrong.

I was the reason for him getting drunk and being desperate. It was my fault that he felt frustrated. That bottle of Bacardi that he drowned himself in wasn't a joke. That must've been the reason why he lost it.

"Two caramel macchiato please."
Yes, I ordered for P'Godt too, and I have decided that I will just forget everything and act naturally as if nothing happened. This is the only way I know that can save the two of us from getting into deeper shit that can affect our work.

This is the best thing to do for now since we're going to spend more time together not just during filming, but also after when we start attending events to promote the show. And the most important thing probably would be to protect our friendship as well. I don't feel the need to totally eliminate his existence in my life. He's a good friend.

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Everything happened according to my plans.

The whole day went completely fine, and just like always, he took good care of me. I feel guiltier as ever for breaking my promise therefore pushing him to his limits.

But now, I also feel like I betrayed P'Tae.

The shoot has just finished, and it's time to head home. I am in the dressing room gathering my stuff, and I've been trying to call Pa to pick me up, but I can't seem to contact him.

How about P'Tae? Is he busy?
I didn't notice that I've already hit the call button while still deciding whether to call him or not.

"Hello! Why are you calling?"

I almost jumped off and threw my phone when I heard his voice. I look at my phone and realize he already answered my call.

"Uhm, P'Tae?"

"Everything okay, Mia Jaa?" It feels like we haven't seen each other for a year, but really, it has only been a day. I missed his voice so much.