My Babysitter

~Kimberly

Before I start..... I FUCKING LIVE YOU GUYS!!!! 1 MITHER FUCKING K!!!!!

HOLY SHIT!!!!!

And, I have to be honest.

I haven't been updating too much

Im having problems and stuff

BUT! Im gonna post know because 1K

Oh Ma Gawd!!!

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"Louis" I said looking at him. He has been ignoring me for almost an hour. "Louis, please listen to me"

"What do you wan't me to listen?! 'Louis! Im sorry'!? I've heard that a million times!" He snapped at me.

I know that what I did was bad, but I had to tell someone. It was my first time. That's a big deal or not?

"Louis, it was my first time. I had to tell some-"

"I heard that a million times too. Why didn't you told me before that you were a virgin?!" He cut me off.

"Because I don't have to tell you if I was a virgin or not!"

"You were the one that started anyways" He said.

True is, I was the one that started. If it wasn't for me this wouldn't be happening. It's my fault.

It's all my fault.

Im the guilty one here.

It's all me.

Again, I did it.

"It's my fault" I whispered.

Louis looked at me. "What?" He said.

"It's my fault! Im guilty for everything!" I said looking at him.

"It's not your fault."

"YES IT IS!" I screamed. It's all my fault! All mine!

"Kimberly, don't blame yourself."

"Why not blame me? Im the one that made this mess! Im the one!"

"You aren't Kimberly!"

"I AM!" I screamed. "Everything is my fault! One day without you talking to me! One day for me is like an eternity without hearing your voice! An eternity without your eyes looking at me! It's sad knowing that your beautiful face won't be looking at me anymore because of what I did." I said looking away.

"I- Kimberly." Louis said

"I can't do this Louis! How can I still be living in this cruel world?!"

"You can"

"I can't Louis" I said. "Not anymore"