These pages hold my life story, my soul the paint to my canvas as I fight to break free.
I sit by the edge of the creek for more days than I can recall, writing every single thought and idea that crosses my mind. Oddly enough, I have managed to keep only one journal. This book holds absolutely everything about me.
Occasionally, when I'm not being attacked by these intrusive thoughts, I find that I can remember to take more things with me. If I can make an effort, I bring my studies with me. I find that I grow in my faith at this little nook of heaven. But, my mind is not always clear.
I have found that these intrusive thoughts suffocate me.
And I cannot seem to stop them.
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Intrusive
SpiritualIntrusive [inˈtro͞osiv] adj. causing disruption or annoyance through being unwelcome or uninvited. "You see, I struggle with a thing that I like to call 'intrusive thoughts.' This is where I am constantly bombarded with the pain and agony of reflect...
