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Sometimes, I can't help but think back to how I used to think.

Although my mind is working to heal and move to a better place, I cannot stop myself from fixating on the past. It amazes me how I can say such negative thoughts about myself yet could never say those things to some of the worst people. I have lived so long without the love and respect for myself that I deserve.

I have to remember that I am one of His creations too. For me to insult a creation of His work is a sin in itself yet I seem to forget that I am a creation myself.

So why do I continue to insult this creation?

He spent time and effort to craft me. To create the person that I am and who I will flourish to be. He has created a path for me that I am taking my time to travel yet I am traveling nonetheless. He has taken his time to put His love into me, which is something that I am grateful for every single day.

I just wish that I had a better way of showing it.

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