A/N HEY GUYS!!! I'M BACK!!!! I KNOW YOU GUYS PROBABLY THOUGHT I VANISHED OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH OR SOMETHING BUT I DIDN'T!!!!! I thought, "Hey, what better way to surprise everyone than to publish a chapter on Wattpad?" I'm only on here for a lil bit though because I'm working on a book for a school project, but I missed all of you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much! I hope you enjoy this chapter, and have an amazing day. CHIO!
Recap: How many more secrets am I going to discover?
How much longer can I deal with all this hidden pain?
Why is this all happening?
Why are all these secrets coming out NOW of all times?
I'm gonna find out.
And I WON'T stop trying until I succeed.
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Aaron's POV
When it was time for lunch I just sat at a table and started reading Aph's diary again..
'Dear diary,
Tell a lie
Fake a smile
"You look sad"
Push denial
"I'm alright"
"Im fine"
Choose a weapon
Carve a line
Tie the knot
And pull the string
Self destruction
Such a lovely thing
It's my birthday today and no one cares.
The only present I got was a metal baseball bat to the stomach and a knife to my cheek.
My wrist itches and I can imagine that shiny silver metal on my wrist.
I can imagine the metallic scent of scarlet blood trickling down my arm.
I can imagine watching everyone from above as they live their lives and ignore the one I used to have.
Aaron was bullying me again today, as always.
Sometimes I just wanna get away from it all, y'know?
I want to feel free
I want to have a peacful life
Go to sleep and close your eyes
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
You know the pain they have endured
Silver metal shines so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of blood trickling down
Wake up just before you drown
Moonlight shining of your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby
YOU ARE READING
Aphmau: Hidden Pain |COMPLETED|
Fanfiction*UNDERGOING EDITING* A/N this book has foul language in some chapters, so if you don't like profanities, then this book isn't for you. This book does NOT support self harm, abuse or any other type of thing in that category. Feel free to PM me with a...
