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Swift x Sakura (OC)! Don't hurt yourself anymore!

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A/N: This is biting and clawing at me for awhile. My OC used to cut herself when she was about 7yo and that's when she couldn't talk at all. It all started when her grandmother on her mother's side was suppose to watch Sakura and her four siblings. She couldn't get it out of her head of how she could've not done it in the past and first place. Btw there is lemon in this one.

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(No one's POV)

It's been six months, twenty-four days and eleven weeks since Sakura has been living in the farm house with her boyfriend Swift, his brothers and his brothers' girlfriends since New York is taking over by the robots that supposed to be servants to the New Yorkers but some Brainiac wants more than that. Sakura always feel left out of everything. Also she felt her boyfriend Swift hates her for hurting him. Sakura kept sulking around the house and outside. She sat on the hill under the tree with her knees up to her chest as she rested her arms around her legs. Swift still hates me. I can't go anywhere near him without hurting him. Sakura thought to herself. She watch her girlfriends hanging out with their boyfriends. 

Swift saw his girlfriend sitting by the tree on the hill. He carefully walked to his girlfriend. "Hey Cherry Blossom. Are you feeling okay?" Swift said. Sakura didn't say except got up. "Sakura, please, talk to me. What's wrong?" Swift said. "I'm going to the bathroom." She said as she walked around the tree. She walked towards the farmhouse. "What's wrong with Sakura?" Olivia asked. "I don't know. I'm going to check up on her." Swift said. He went to the farmhouse to check up on Sakura.

(Time skip/In Sakura and Swift's shared bedroom/Sakura's POV)

I was going to the bathroom but I walk by my and Swift's shared bedroom...and that's when I saw a razor sitting in my travel kit. I closed the door behind me and took my hoodie off. I kneel down next to my duffle bag. I pick up the razor and held it to my wrist. My past is coming back to haunt me when my grandmother on my mother's side was supposed to watch me and my four siblings when we were kids while my parents were at work. I thought to myself. I whimpered as I press the razor to my wrist. I started to cry as the blade cut my skin. There was blood some, but not a lot, on the floor. Swift, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I thought to myself as the tears kept streaming down my face. I saw there was my blood on the blades of the razor, on my wrist and on the floor. I kept crying.

(Time Skip/outside of the bedroom-in the hallway/Swift's POV)

I walk up the stairs carefully to see if Sakura is okay. As soon as I was on the top of the stairs...I heard sobbing from my and Sakura's shared bedroom. I knock on the door. "Sakura, baby, is everything okay?" I asked. There was no responded from Sakura. I open the door and saw Sakura kneeling on the floor with her wrist bleeding! "Sakura, what are you doing?!" I said as I kneel down next to my girlfriend Sakura. I grabbed her good wrist and her hand that is covered in her blood. I put pressure on her wrist while grabbing a bunch of Kleenex to put on the blood. 

I heard my little brother Ghost and his girlfriend Allison downstairs. I got up but I fell down onto my knees so I crawl towards the door frame. "Ghost! Allison! Ghost!" I yelled. They ran up the stairs. "What's the matter?" Ghost asked. "Ghost, look! Something's wrong with Sakura!" Allison said as she pointed towards my poor girlfriend and her bloody wrist. Sakura had tears stained on her cheeks. "What happened to Sakura?" Ghost asked. "She cut her wrist. I tried to stop the blood. I even put pressure on her wrist. But the blood kept coming! It won't stop." I said.