A/n: Hey guys! Has anyone seen Kyungsoo's drama Be Positive. I'm actually in love...anyway I'm sorry about slow updates . I've been helping with my brother's wedding that is this weekend.
Your POV
Chanyeol drives me to the lake and I sit by the edge. He sits beside me. We're so close to touching, but I don't dare to do so.
He speaks up, "do you remember the night that you told me everything?"
"That was also the night I found out you only dated me for a bet," I say sourly.
"Just listen please," he instructs. I roll my eyes but let him continue.
"You're right. It was for a bet. But don't you remember me telling you that as soon as I saw you our first date, I didn't have to go on that date, I wanted to. I want to be with you. And no one can ever change that. Last night, when I saw you with someone else, I lost it. I couldn't handle seeing you with anyone else. I want you to myself."
I stare at the lake, contemplating the idea that someone actually wants me. I feel his hand gently graze my arm, I flinch away like I used to.
"I know that what I did last night was unacceptable. It was unforgivable. But please, (y/n), understand that I love you. Love makes us do crazy things..."
"That doesn't justify what you did out of anger." I mutter.
He scoots infront of me, bending down to look into my eyes. He grabs my hands, and I get the strength to bring my eyes to his.
"Please forgive me. I never want to hurt you."
"You've already done that."
"Then give me a chance to never do it again."
The silence hangs in the air as my heart pounds in my chest.
"How do I forgive you? How can I possibly..." I lower my head once again, losing the strength to hold in the tears anymore.
"I don't know how to explain it to you. But when you forgive, you'll know it. Even if you can't do it right now, just please think about it."
I look up to his brown, sad eyes. They are filled with so much passion, and love, and longing, and kindness, and joy, and everything good. It's like the parallel to Pandora's box, and just like Pandora herself, I want to open it and let everything out.
"I forgive you..." I whisper at first.
His eyes widen from in front of me, "what?"
I look up, feeling the tears stream down my face, "I forgive you."
He takes me into his arms, and I snuggle my face into his chest. My heart keeps beating faster, and I feel a huge weight break away from my chest. It hurts, feeling my heart pound out of control with something gone that was holding it back.
"Is it supposed to hurt this bad?" I muffle into his chest. He places his chin on top of my head, rocking me back and forth in his arms.
"Yes."
We stay there for a while, him rubbing my back, stroking my hair. I am happy for his warmth, and after a while, the pain in my chest subsides and is replaced with true bliss. Like when you get into a really hot bath, and the heat stings your skin but then after a minute, you can feel your muscles loosen up and everything is like you're in heaven. And that's just what it is with Chanyeol. Heaven.
My tears have stopped, and I feel my mouth turn into a small smile.
Chanyeol pulls me back to look at my face. He's grinning from ear to ear, and he brushes the hair out of my face.
"You're so beautiful..." He says with a hand wiping away the tears left on my cheeks. He helps me up and we go back to my house.
No one is home, so I get changed into comfortable clothes. When I come back downstairs, I see that Chanyeol has already made popcorn.
"Do you want to watch a movie?" He asks innocently. I nod my head and sit down beside him of the couch. I bring a blanket over our laps as he puts the bowl in between us. He wraps an arm around me and as soon as the movie start, I feel my eyes close, and I drift off to sleep.
YOU ARE READING
Understanding Simple (Chanyeol X Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/N) was mistaken as a makeup artist for EXO at one of their concerts. She has caught Chanyeol's attention but with all of the secrets and her dark past, will she be able to love him back?
