And Im Black Yall..... (Dolan Twin Fanfic)

12.0 part1

A/N: hey guys sorry for the posting and stuff i just been really busy and haven't had any motivation to write but luckily i got some today hopefully you'll like this chapter...

Ashely P.O.V
I was having a bad dream about me drowning and ethan looking down at me and reaching down to grab me but he was crying he just kept crying then he was screaming and the screaming kept getting louder and louder he then just disappear and the screaming stop and it was all silent then all of sudden something yanked me i sat up sweaty out of breath like my clothes was drench like i was in water all my blankets was wet from my sweat and i had tears running down my face and my eyes all watery and red and puffy..i put my hand over my chest to calm myself down and then i wiped my tears and look out the window it was really dark i then look over at ethan "uhh" i say rubbing my eyes i then grab my phone and look at the time 3:45am "well im not going to sleep anytime soon..oh well" i say laying back down i turn over so im facing ethan..i just stare at him..i look at every part of his body and i see hickeys all over his chest and his lower stomach and some on his neck, i see my hand marks on his biceps and scratches i trace my finger over them and rub them "they probably hurt..what if they sting.." i say rubbing his arm and then lean over and kiss them he then tense up and groans and moves a little i just smile and giggle a little...after looking at him and thinking while rubbing his arm he flips over on to his stomach and thats when i see so many scratch marks "Jesus" i say smiling and lightly touch them "now i know these hurt" i say laughing out loud but then close my mouth ethan sits up and look at me a little and goes back to sleep "whoops sorry go back to sleep honey" i say rubbing his back "its okay babe i find it cute" ethan say with a little rasp in his voice i smile and get out off the bed to go pee

I come out the bathroom and see ethan back sleeping peacefully i just smile and walk out my room i lightly close the door and tip toe to the refrigerator and get a bottle of water i take a sip and see the kitchen is a little dirty so i decided clean it up now so i wont have to do it later i then cleaned the living room because it was a little dirty...i still had a lot of energy so i decided to just go out side so i went back in my room and put on some white sweat pants and orange sweatshirt and my all white converses and then i grab my skateborad and my phone...

I head towards the elevator and see a couple making out on the elevator "oh baby i love you" the girl say looking at him "i love you more babe now lets go" the guy say grabbing her hand and run out the elevator "couples" i say shaking my head and giggle a little i enter the elevator and hit first floor button..as im waiting i check my phone and the time is 4:03am "dang its still early..whatever" i say putting my phone back in my pocket and then the elevator stops at the 1st floor i get out i say hi to the gurad at the desk me and him are pretty cool..lets just say he was there for me when i was going thru my anxiety attacks and things similar to that matter "sup matt" i say walking towards the door "hey ash where you going" he say waving at me "somewheres ill see ya later" i say smiling and then walk out the door..

Author P.O.V
Matt just shook his head and continue watching the little TV he knew that Ashely always going out in the middle of the night but he never knew why... he always saw her and spoke to her and stuff but they never really hung out and stuff he would sometimes happen to be there when she was going thru the bad but thats really it for them...

Ashely got on her skateboard and started riding all down the streets good thing the streets were empty...she plugged in her headphones and played Jhene Akio she always made ash feel mellow while skating