And Im Black Yall..... (Dolan Twin Fanfic)

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Grayson P.O.V
Me and riley were laying down looking up at the sky "do you ever have that feeling that you wont ever find the one person you were looking for its like they are always 10 steps ahead or your 10 steps ahead...its the worst its like you want them but you cant have them...and when you do find them you just sit there and say 'you have been there all along' its such pain in the ass because your always thinking about that person and sometimes you wonder if they even know your name let alone think about you...or you know you get that feeling when you love someone you have 'fallen in love' but you cant even have them..." i say rubbing her back and playing in her hair she looks up at me and then lays back down "grayson...i think that me and you live in the second world where things like that dont even matter...people get into relationships just to have that feeling of being satisfied or have that feeling of having a person right there..noone wants love...did you know there is different types of love? Well there is its all over noone never points them out they just all categorize as the same...the kind if love we have grayson is some that cant be described you will just have to see it yourself...its something beautiful...and for the answer you are looking for grayson is yes i do have those feelings like the one person i have been looking for isnt there or the feeling when you see the person you love you cant be with them it is one pain in the ass" she say holding me even tighter o just lay there taking in everything she has said "you are one smart wise girl...i guess im one of the people that categorize all types of love the same i would never think there are different ones" i say laughing "yea i just read alot of books and point out things that i see from my own eyes..my grandmother have told many things" she say drawing circles on my chest

"I would never think you'll be the type to read or even say things that make you think" i say quietly "dont ever judge me because of my appearance or whatever...i read and do many other things that people would never would think and people should stop assuming and worry about themselfs..is it because i scream alot...people always judge me" she say sitting up and pointing to herself i shake my head "no no im not judging you i was just saying...i never thought there people out there that think like me" i say rubbing her arm trying pull her back down "im just messing with you i dont care who judge me they can judge me all they want there opinions dont matter to me..you know i believe in Something capital S...i believe in a higher power..in things we cant see..i know there is a god...only god can judge" she say playing with her hair i smile at her and sit up "i believe in god too" i say moving her hair behind her ear she looks me in my eyes..her eyes are beautiful they are like a very light brown almost hazel..they twinkle and they are even more beautiful in the light "you eyes are very beautiful" i say poking her face "your eyes are more beautiful than mines i just got some brown eyes yours are...like a greenish brownish color..like some points its a forest green and then next minute its a brown green its beautiful i can get lost in your eyes if i wanted to but i chose not too since your eyes aren't my favorite feature on you its like my second favorite" she say giggling "what is your favorite feature on me" i say holding her "umn i cant tell you its a secret and if i tell you it wont be secret anymore" she say laughing i just smile "wel my favorite feature on you is..your body..your face all the way down to your neck..down to your chest and to be specific your breast" i say squeezing her boobes "then your waist aka your stomach" i say lifiting up her shirt and rubbing her stomach and then squeeze her waist "and your thighs" i say squeezing her thighs "and lets not forget the most important...yo ass" i lean in and whipser the last part in her ear and grip her butt and then slap it she shivers and sucks in her breath..she then exhales which sounded like a moan "can..you..tell...me the...secret..now..babygirl" i say kissing her neck and then suck on it to leave a darker hickey and then bite it she grabs my shoulders and moans and grinds on me a little which lead me to grip her waist harder "mmm nope" she say shaking her head i just smirk and stop kissing her chest and look up at her...her eyes were a dark brown full of lust she looks at me and smirks "cant sex it out of me grayson...its my secret and will always be my secret..im not telling anyone..." she say kissing my neck i groan and grip her ass "okay baby i wont sex it out of ya .." i say pulling her up to my face so she can kiss me i lean in and kiss her