Rosé's POV
"U-unnie!??..unnie" i hugged Alice unnie,i hug her tightly as if she is my life line while tears started to run down
"Uhmmm Chaeng, Alice?!" i hear Jennie unnie called us, Alice and immediately turned to her
"Lisa and I will just go outside to get some food, do you want something to eat in particular?" she asked us but I cant seem to talk right now
"Anything will do Jen, Thank you" i hear Alice replied
"Okay, we will go now!.Let's go Lisa" Jennie unnie said as she grab Lisa's wrist and almost drag her towards the door
I know that is only their excuse,i know they just wanted to give Alice unnie and I our time alone. Oh my god i really love my members
"Hey" Alice said and I drifted my gaze from the door where Lisa and Jennie came out and drifted to her
"Unnie i'm so sorry.. I'm really sorry" that's the only words that came out from my mouth, my mind ia clouded on how i will explain everything to her and tears just keep on flowing on my face
Alice cupped my face with her and tried to wipe the tears flowing down to my face
"Rosie, please stop crying, you know i hate see you crying, it pains me to see you in tears"
"And it's bad for you and the baby..look what had happened to you, I was so worried when I knew you are rushed here at do hospital" she added which startled me..
"Ho-how dd-did?-
"Jisoo..she's the one who contacted me, she told me everything.." she said as she cut off and knew what i was to ask her
"I'm so sorry unnie..i'm so sorry for what i have done..i failed my members, i failed you, our family. You supported me to pursue my dreams, my career but all i give to you was problem and disappointment" i said as i keep my head down and drifted my gaze out of her, i feel like my heart is going to burst with all these mixed emotions i'm feeling right now
She placed her fingers on my chin as she lifted my face so she can make me look again to her
"Hey...don't think about yourself like that way..Please...and plus your baby is not a problem, its a blessing..a god's gift for you, for us" her kinds words makes my heart aches more..oh my god..i'm so blessed to have a people like them with me
" Thank you unnie..thank you" i said as i grabbed her and hug her tightly again hoping i can make her feel how grateful i'am..
She hugged me tightly in return. Trying to convey things which we cant put in words. We are in that position for minutes when initiate to pull from our tight and just hold both of my hands instead while caressing its face with her thumb
"You know they can't wait to see you and to see their future grandchild" she said
Oh my god. I look at her with a shocked and worried face, and before i could say a single word
"Yes they already knew.. I had to tell them the truth, why i suddenly decided to flew here" she said
"I know they got angry at me for sure, for what i did, i truly disappointed them specially dad, he did nothing but support me even when mom was initially againts sending me alone here in Seoul to train and purse my dreams" i said
"Honestly they were really shocked when i broke the news to them but trust me Rosie they are not angry at you, yeah they maybe disappointed with your actions but they will never be angry at you, they asked me to take really care of you once i get here" she explained to me
I cried even more not because I'am sad but because i'm truly happy and greatful to have them as my family..
"So please stop crying baby" unnie said as she tries to calm me down
"Oh my god our baby is going to have a baby now" she jokingly added as she touch my tummy
It put a smile on my face. I wipe the tears falling down on face and trying to stop myself from crying
We are just silent for minutes when we hear someone knocking on the door and then saw Lisa and Jennie unnie entering the room
"We're back!!."Lisa said while happily walking towards us
"Look what we got you Park Chaeyoung....Mangoes!!!!..your favorite" and Lisa showed me a bag full of mangoes
"Can you please cut mangoes for me" i asked Lisa
"My pleasure" she said as she jokingly bowed to me
"Yah Lalisa!!!..Chaeng, Alice..i'll just arrange and prepare these foods so we can eat right after" its Jennie unnie
"Thank you Jen" Alice replied
I just look at my members and Alice unnie back and forth..Yeah I don't need Jungkook in my life, in my baby's life. Having them by my side is more than enough. I always have their love and support
"Alice??" i silently called Alice's attention and she turned to me and hummed in reply
"Lets go home"i said
"Jennie said you have to stay here in the hospital in about a day or two" Alice unnie said
"They still need to do some series of test again to make sure everything is okay before they will discharge you" Jennie unnie added as she placed the plate of food on the table beside my bed
"Jennie unnie is right" Lisa also join the the conversation as she walks towards my bed and handed me the plate full of sliced mangoes
"I wanna go home...." i said, ipause for a moment and have a long and deepc breath before i talked again
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"Back to Australia"
They just looked at me and the room was suddenly filled with silence
