you and me

marriage..

Thapki was flbrgstd heeding to his chicane words....
Bihaan (muttering) : dnt leave me plz....
Thapki : g..god !! U...r sickening...u mmake me feel repellent....abhorrent creature uu r..
Bihaan : ne..ver leave me...
Thapki cud now sense his voice breaking he was on the verge to break now....she was confused..confused is he pretending but the next moment she was caressing his silky hair.....lulling him to sleep....
Thapki : hey...shh ! I w..wont go anywhere....
Bihaan : i...i m sry...s..ry...
Thapki was astounded now y is he appologzng she cud feel herself turning extremely cautious of him nd yes suspicious too...but again reality hit her that he's unquestionably drunk there's no chance he's faking it.. he smells so nauseating...
Thapki : u r nnot in ur senses at the mmoment kindly sleep....
Bihaan  : a..llow me to speak.. c..oz if i will b in my senses...i 'll turn monstrous...ik myself...
Thapki shushed him and started putting efforts which were of no use...
Thapki : sleep...pplz...
Bihaan : i...idk i did right or wrong mar..rying u forcefully..b..but u did wrong...
Thapki 's curosity was on peak now she was hell shocked and ofc confused....she tried to comprehend what the shit he's speaking....but she dint have the slightest clue abt it...
Thapki : w..what do u mmean by i did wrong ?
Bihaan : u ..di.d wrong...
Thapki : what r u saying..tell me bbihaan i m here with u...
Bihaan : can u h..ug me ?
Thapki rolled her eyes at him...but she found her forearms disobeying her brain...all fault was of her hrt....the next moment she was snuggling against him....
Bihaan : t..hanku....thapki...
Thapki : bihaan....what was my ffault tell me...plz...
Bihaan : hm....
Thapki : bbihaan....
Bihaan : shhh !! I wanna feel this moment idk if this will ever happen...plz thapki just live this....we wont b able to relive it....
Thapki (to herself ) : what the fuck u think u r doing he's a betrayer....u cnt do this.....this is absolutely wrong..move away from him he dint thought abt u once b4 marrying u...nd u r thinking abt him....this is wrong thapki.....this man is a living betrayer....
Thapki shrugged away her thoughts and again tried to knw what was he telling her....
Thapki : b..bihaan tell me what u were saying come on...else i'll leave u...
Bihaan : n..no dnt do that...(he tightens his grip around her almost crushing her )
Thapki : h..hey u r hhurting me....
Bihaan : dnt go..
Thapki : fine then ttell me...
Bihaan : u h..hurted her...
Thapki :who ?
Bihaan : u cheated o..on me...
Thapki : whattt ???
Bihaan : u che....ated..o..o..
(Before he cud complete darkness engulfed him )
Thapki (slapping his cheeks lightly) : hey !! Bihaan w..wake up m talking to u ...wake uup !! Damn it...he's unconscious now....god...what was he talking abt.....i hurted her..ccheated on him...the pain his eyes were reflecting wasnt ffake today....but if he's fooling me again then ? Ggod idk what to do...now i tthink he's faking it again....vese b earlier too i thought his eyes were mirror to hhis hrt but it wasnt....he showed me ffalse sentiments....but i m interlaced with him now....i gotta separate bbefore morning....she struggled hard to detach herself but her calfs were under bihaan's , bihaan's both armatures were behind her locking her...her visage was close to his...only an inch gap in their lips....thapki charily tried to move away from him & after several forlorn attempts she accepted that she's despatched....she exhaustingly rested her head on his chest....she clinged to his t-shirt....
She closed her eyes finding herself bulwarked in his tenacious hold....
She was near to her slumber when suddenly bihaan upended her....his head was now resting on her bossom....she cud feel herself aroused a new feeling utterly it was....she cud sense herself panting...her hrtbeat raced..unevenly bihaan was in a deep slumber yet he pecked her collar bone....snuggled more...and thapki just gaped at what was happening...her hrt was dancing..but her brain was abusing her....there was not a little finger gap b/w them.....she was being mashed under his weight but she admitted to herself that feeling was peachy keen.......
Thapki : wtf..i..is he doing....y m i sso thin that i cnt even ppush him....but if i does he'll wwake and then set my teeth on edge....its bbetter to let him sleep....
Out of the way her thoughts again drifted to their so called marriage.....