jm;
I watch as y/n walks out of the cafe, leaving me to stare the devil himself in the face.
"What is your problem?" I ask, slamming my fist down on the table.
"You. You're my problem." Jungkook says.
"I haven't done anything wrong. You're the one who's non stop messing everything up since the day your girlfriend left you." I hiss.
Jungkook's gaze becomes harder as he clenches his fists.
"Leave y/n alone or we're really going to have a problem." Is all Jungkook says before storming out of the cafe.
Once he's gone I let out a breath and fling my head back.
Why now?
Why did he give a fuck all of a sudden after having given up years ago?
He thinks he can just come back with intentions to do some school work and give y/n false hope that he's getting better.
We all know he won't change.
Y/n is the only one who believes he can.
I won't let him get in my way.
I love y/n too much to let her go.
I'm going to fight for her no matter what.
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Jk;
As soon as I got to my house I began throwing things.
I was furious.
How dare he bring up my past relationship.
He doesn't know a single thing that happened, no one does.
I was in love with that girl for fucks sake.
She was my everything and then she broke my heart.
How the fuck was I supposed to feel after that?!
So I cut everyone out and I just stopped caring.
You can't get hurt if you pretend you don't care.
Or at least that's what y/n use to say.
Y/n.
She's the only one who's stayed by me through all of this.
She hasn't once given up even though I was a lost cause.
She cared for me even after I stopped caring about myself.
I can't just lose her to him.
No matter what this feeling deep in my chest means I know that I can't lose my best friend.
I bury my face in my hands with a sigh.
Why did I have to be such a dick?
No one is forcing me to be this way but myself so why?
Why can't I change?
I think back to y/n and all of the times she would tell me these words:
"No matter how alone you feel just know that I'm always right there beside you."
Those words are what has kept me going and given me the strength to not give up.
Even though no one cares about me I know that I'll always have y/n.
It's about time I drop this little bitch attitude I have and start showing that I care about people I once loved.
I just don't know how...
I don't know how to love.
Not anymore..
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A/n: Today is the day guys !! Bts is going to be performing on the amas !! Please support them and also please be nice to any possible new army !! We're a family, remember that. ❤️ Also don't forget to vote for bts on MAMA!!! ❤️💪🏻
