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It was finally time to meet up with Jimin and I felt nervous.
I didn't want him to hate me.
I couldn't live with myself if he did.
Once I turn the corner I see Jimin sitting on a bench waiting.
"Jimin!" I call out.
When he spots me a smile lights up his face as he pushes his hair back and stands.
"Hey." I say once I reach him.
"Hey. How was your family?" He asks.
"They're doing well." I smile.
"I'm glad to hear that." He says in the same soft and gentle voice he always spoke with.
"We should sit." I say.
He gives me a questioning look but sits anyway.
"I wanted to talk about what you said." I say.
"About my confession?" He asks and I nod.
"I know you like me and I like you too Jimin but not in the way you want me to. I'm really sorry but I can't see you as more than just a friend." I say.
"I figured you'd say that." He sighs.
"Please don't hate me."
"Hate you? I could never hate you y/n. Sure I'm upset but I still want you in my life." Jimin says.
"Really?" I ask, my voice shaking a bit.
"Of course. I never want to lose you." He says.
"I'm glad because I don't want to lose you either." I say as I play with my fingers, not even knowing I had begun to do it.
"So, best friends then?" He asks, a smile lighting up his face.
"Best friends." I say and flash back the same bright smile.
No matter what, he'll always be a very important person in my life.
I love him, as a friend.
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Once Jimin and I part ways I head home and throw myself down on my bed.
I always wondered what it was like to have someone love you and now I knew.
I just wish I wasn't so hopelessly in love with a guy who didn't love me back.
Maybe then I could have given Jimin the chance he deserves.
Sighing, I roll over and let sleep take me.
As of tomorrow I would be back to work and trying my hardest to graduate from college.
As of tomorrow I would be back to the same old one sided love with the guy with bad habits.
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