Alpha Jarred

17 (Beast Confessing)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! Here's a gift for you all! Ignore the fact I'm late and this chapter isn't edited to usual standards, don't worry tho, I'm not giving you sh*t editing either.

Dedicated: to Bryan a new friend and AestheticTrVsh for a new cover artwork. Its a screenshot ik, but its fine, Andrina please don't be mad please. ALL CREDIT TO AestheticTrVsh!!

Song: Love Back On (Summer Was Fun)

I stared through blurry tear filled eyes at his face, as the tear fell from his glistening eyes. I watched in awe and shock, as more fell. He glanced down and wiped his face angrily, as if hating himself for crying.

I arose from the bed, letting the silk sheets fall away to the floor below. Walking forward, I reached the glass door and opened it slowly. I walked towards him, the chilly air tickling my bare legs. I stood in front of him and raised my fingers to his blue-grey eyes. Wiping the tears away. Standing and him sitting, I still wasn't much taller than him.

Looking at him through, my swollen tear stained eyes, I asked.

I honestly can't believe myself right now? F*ck me and my caring spirit.. Didn't know it existed..

"What's wrong?"

He looked at me in that same shock I had experienced earlier.

I know, I know, I can't believe myself either.

"Everything, kitten, everything," he grimaced.

I sat down next to him, wiping my eyes, and hoping I didn't look too much like a raccoon.

"Go ahead then, tell me."

"Control, I can't control. I've screwed it all up, because I can't control myself. I destroyed your pack, out of jealousy and rage. I wanted you all to my f*cking self, all those males around you drove me insane. So I destroyed them, every last one, every last being, be it a man and even the women. I killed your brother first, I ripped his limbs off, one by one."