The Moment I Fall For You

110 - First night preparations

Nivi's pov

I was half dead when I heard that Siddarth's car met with an accident and it is something serious. Veer Aadarsh and Ashish already went there but they couldn't find him. What if anything happened to him .? No I can't never forgive myself eventhough I didn't mean it when I cursed him , no actually it was not a curse I  said it just like that oh god! I never thought that words would affect him negatively.

Why should god have to do this to me ? Why are you snatching my love again ? The day I realised my love for him I never got a chance to confess it to him. And now he is going to leave me for ever . I don't even told him that how much I love him ? How can he go like that without taking me. Siddarth is not my first love but the way he loves me always make my heart skip and whenever he was with me I feel always safe and happy. His each and  every touch was like falling snow in my stomach or is it like 1000 of butterflies flying around.

At home no one knows about his accident I can't let them now about it   they will get panic. Time was already 10 at night and his friends are not taking their phones which made my heart beat more faster. If I stay here like this I am sure that i will die due to an attack. I seek out from house and took a car from our garage . The hospital which said by Aadarsh was  far away from our place . I don't know the exact way but if I don't see siddarth now I will die in tension. When my car passed our main gate a huge lightning and thunder hits on ground. I think it's going to rain very badly I don't know if i can drive till there at this condition. But I will go even if tsunami hits me.

With the help of Google map I started to drive as per the instructions. One hour already passed and I am now far away from the main city. It raining heavily and from the map it's showing that I want to cover some more Kilometres to reach my destination point. Even at this heavy rain I was driving very fasting and on my way at some turns my car even skid on roads. But I don't care about anything now only thing in my mind is at any cost I want to see siddarth.

Tishhhhh......... with something  bursting  sound Suddenly  I lost control over my car and  it slides through the slippery road. I applied the sudden break and after moving some distance forward car stopped in front of a median. I quickly opened the door and got out to check want happened ? My car's front tyre bursted and there wasn't any vehicles to ask for a lift. I grabbed my phone and purse from car and started to walk in the rain. After a half an hour of walking I saw a rusted and old metal board. It was a hospital board. Finally I reached my destination and rushed into the hospital. It was a small government hospital. There wasn't any crowd like other hospitals in city. Receptionist wasn't there at her seat. I wander around the all paths that appeared in front of me. But I couldn't find anything. I was holding back my tears from home till now but I can't control them anymore. My every hope was fading slowly.

I saw a nurse rushing towards a room and I suddenly went towards her side.
I panickly asked her about Siddarth by telling his features. But the reply from her was heartbreaking.

" We got an accident case some hours before . But the person was seriously injured and the lady with him  already died. " Nurse said while taking some Medicines from the store.

" Where is he now? I want to see him" I asked and my tears were flowing from my eyes like waterfalls.

" He is in emergency room . He is not responding to any medicines. His friends are trying to take him to some specialised hospital but we can't guarantee his life " she said and rushed to somewhere with medicines.

I don't have enough guts face Siddarth with all medical equipments on him. If he is not with me I will be all alone in this world for ever. By calling all gods in the whole world I walked towards emergency room. When I reached there I saw some familiar face and body from a distance. My vision was blurred due to tears. I took some steps forward when I saw his face clearly my limbs get weak and I fall on the floor and burried my face inbetween my knees . I was crying like someone has dead but I cried due to happiness. I saw Siddarth now and he was all okay.