The Moment I Fall For You

131 - Next seven lifes

Nivi's pov

The most thing which I afraid of letting know about my illness to others was their sympathy towards me and now it happened. Past days my room was filled with Siddarth's family , his friends , my friends and to my surprise my own family.

What made me more surprised was my step mother and sister. They both always wished me that I never return back to Varma house but now when they came to meet me I saw some kind of pain in their eyes. For the first time my stepmother, no ! actually my mother she hugged me and cried. She never touched me or called me with that much love or affection and I felt some kind of warmth in her hands. Avantika who is the reason for everyone got to know about my condition she was crying and was begging for forgiveness. I never resented her to forgive just that I never liked her but not now. Anyways thank god I don't know I will survive or not but this scene , this feelings which I thought I would never ever going to get in my life but I got everything.

Both my grandma and Siddarth's grandma were in some kind of competition that who will tie more sacred threads on my hands. Siddarth was sitting beside me and rolling his eyes seeing all these I just smiled at him.

Everyone tried to cheer me up and gave me strength for the surgery but Siddarth's face seemed bit dark and I know what's the reason. I never answered his question I wanted to but can't give it now. If I say my feelings for him I can't face him till my surgery date and I will break , the whole strength which I built up will break into pieces. For these past few days my dreams , more precisely nightmares are all about my death. Frequently I will saw my mom and Azad in my dreams. I was always getting a feeling that they both are waiting for me. I never said this to siddarth because he has full faith that I will be fine.

Time is already 12 at noon. After having medicine I slept for some minutes. I got startled and woke up from a dream and looked around. For rest of the whole day I was disturbed with that dream. I am not a blind believer in god, Pooja related things and all but I have heard from my grandma that they really have powers. I tried to let go all negative thoughts generated in my head but sometimes they peirced into my head again.

Next day morning Siddarth's grandma wanted to take me to a famous temple at Mumbai which is considered to be Khurana's ancestors temple. Siddarth already made a commotion for that he won't leave me there at this condition and grandma took Siddarth with us. While we were praying he was impatiently waiting outside for us. When I closed my eyes all the bells inside the temple began to bang inside my ears. I shut my eyes tightly and tried to concentrate but only thing came into my mind was the dream I saw last day. Grandma took me to a Pandit ji. I remember him , he was the same one who came during the enganemnt of Siddarth and Avantika di. That time itself he predicted my death.

Dadi was talking with him which I didn't hear because I was sitting at a distance from them. Siddarth came and sit beside me. When dadi moved from my vision Panditji looked at me and called beside him. When I tried to get up Siddarth hold my wrist and I forcefully pulled my hand from his grip. But before I go beside him he slowly came towards me and I stood infont of him . Siddarth reluctantly stood behind me when he saw Pandit ji.

"You wished for your death and the god hears your wish . Go and take back that wish , I hope he will hear you this time also. May God bless you my child " he placed his hands on my head and walked ahead. Dadi and siddarth looked at me without knowing the meaning of what he said? But for me I was well aware about what he meant.

" Dadi , from where did you get these kind of peoples. They are all fakes sitting only for money. If he really can predict the future and cure everything then why he is not a god?" Siddarth yelled at Dadi while we were heading back. I pinch on his hands not to say anything.