Heartbroken-Lil Xan

Chapter 4

Warning ⚠️ this might be a trigger so if you guys fell uncomfortable with reading this just skip the flashback part

I was sitting on the couch with Ivan and we were watching a movie. Jake, Anthony and the others were out but I didn't really feel well so I wanted to stay home and the twins just stayed home with me Tessa and Alissa.

I hear the front door open and I turn my head around to see Jake, Anthony, Chance and Tristan walking in the house with a couple of beer bottles. I rest my head on Ivan's shoulder

Great their drunk

"What the fuck is this?"I hear Jake yell

"Jake what's wrong?"I ask him as I stand up from the couch and head towards Jake

"What the fuck was that? You and Ivan?" He yells at me

"Babe chill we we're just watching a movie."I say to him

"Don't fucking tell me to chill you were all on him and shit like that."He shouts at me

"Jake nothing happened between me and Diana. We we're just watching a movie." Ivan says

"Don't get involved Martinez."Jake angrily says to Ivan

"Are you fucking cheating on me?"Jake asks me

"Are you?"He shouts as he pushes me on the couch

"Jake, Jake."The guys shout at him and try to get him away from me

"She didn't do anything man. You saw them they were just watching a movie Bruv. Nothing happened."Chance says

Jake turns his attention to me.

"I'm sorry Diana. I'm so sorry."He says and he comes to me and pulls me in a tight hug

"I love you so much I'm sorry if I just you."He says to me

"I love you to baby."I say to him

"I'm sorry Ivan. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I didn't mean to snap at both of you like that."Jake says

"It's okay Jake."Ivan says with a small smile on his face

"I'm really tired I'm gonna go to bed." Jake says as he makes his was towards the stairs

"Baby you coming?"He asks me

"Coming now."I say as I make my way towards the stairs

"Night guys."I say to the others

"Night Diana, night Jake."I hear them shout from downstairs

Me and Jake enter our room.

"I'm really sorry baby."He says to me
"Do you forgive me?"He asks

"Yeah baby oh course I do."I say to him

"I love you."He says

Jake slowly kisses me and I instantly kiss him back. The kiss turns into a more passionate kiss as his hands move towards my waist. He pulls me closer to him as I wrap my hands around his neck

He slowly start kissing my neck
"I- Fucking-love-you-Diana."He says through every kiss

"Jake."I say
"Jake stop."I say to him but nothing happened

I push him.

"Jake stop I don't want to do this."I say to him

"Why not?"He asks me confused

"I can't. I don't want to do this. Not tonight."I say to him

"Why no?"He asks me and I could sense that he getting angrier and angrier by every second

He pushes me on the floor and gets on top of me

"Why no bitch?"He asks me

"Jake I don't want to. I'm really tired."I say to him

"Why the fuck are you tired? Cause you fucked Ivan isn't it?"He asks me

"No of course not. I would never do that to you."I say to him

"Stop fucking lying."He says and his hand cracks across my face snapping it back with all his force

"I-I'm sorr-y J-Jake. I'm telling you the truth nothing happened between me and Ivan. I would never do that."I tell him as the tears roll down my cheeks. I've never seen him like this but this part of him scares me.

"Yeah sure about that."He sarcastically says

More and more tears roll down my cheeks as he grabs a fistful off my hair

"Do I look like I care if you're tired or not bitch? Do I look like an idiot?"He asks me as he pulls my hair

"N-no."I stutter and look at him with fear in my eyes

He looks me into the eyes and all I could see was anger and lust
This is not the Jake that I know and fell in love with. This is a much darker side of him and I don't like this

He rips off my clothes and I'm left only left in my bra and underwear

"Jake what are you doing?"I ask him

"You're gonna get what you deserve bitch."He says and with that he rips off my bra and underwear leaving me naked on the cold floor

"Jake, stop please. This is not you."I say to him hoping that he will change his mind

"Oh trust me, this is me."He says and he pulls my hair again
"Now let's have a little bit of fun."He whispers into my ear

*30 minuets later*

I can fell myself getting tired and tired with each thrust.
Why would he do this to me?

"Please stop, Please stop."
"STOP JAKE, PLEASE STOP."I scream but nothing happens

I open my eyes and gasp for air. Tears are rolling down my cheeks
Why did this happen to me? Why did I have to go through this? He broke me into million of pieces. The first time he did this to me he begged for me to forgive him and like an idiot I did. I was such a fool. I was young and I thought that he loved me but I guess he didn't.

I feel someone hugging me.

"Shhh it's ok. It's me Dani, don't worry Diana everything is fine."She whisper to me as I cry in her arms

"Shhh it's ok."Dani says

"Why does this always happen to me. I want it to stop. I want to forget about everything that he did to me. I just wasn't all the pain to go away."I say to her

Hey guys so the flashback was about one night when Jake came back home, he was drunk and he thought that Diana was cheating on him with Ivan which is one of the Martinez twins. So I think you guys kinda get what happened. Guys I don't support violence or anything I think that men that abuse women are fucking disgusting like you never should lay a finger like that on a woman. Don't forget to vote and comment
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