Heartbroken-Lil Xan

Chapter 18

Diana's POV

*1 month later*

It's been a month since the incident. I'm still not mentally stable like how I was before...
I'm trying my best to forget about all the incidents.

After I was released from the hospital I was never aloud to stay home by myself. I always had to be with someone.

I've mostly stayed with Diego and Jess.
Everyone comes everyday to see how I'm doing. It really makes me happy to see that they do care about me but it gets annoying.

Every single question is something like "are you ok?" "Do you want to talk about something"

It really makes me happy to see that they care about me but like I said it gets annoying after a period of time

Now about Grayson and me...

Well I told him everything that happened between me and Jake and he was really disappointed. He was really hurt and I feel like such a bitch for doing that.

He didn't want to make me more sad or anything but I know he's disappointed. I'm disappointed with myself as well. And the thing that hurts the most is that I don't know if me and him are still together.

"Diana are you in here?"I hear Jess shout from upstairs

"Yeah I'm on the couch."I shout back and I can hear her coming downstairs

"How are you?"She asks me

"Ehh I could've been better."I say to her with a sad smile on my face

"Why what's wrong?"She asks me

"I really don't know what's going on between me and Grayson. I don't know if we're still together. I just don't want to lose him."I say to her

"Hey Diana look at me. I'm sure he's going to come around. He needs time to think, you need time to think. I know that in the end you guys will make it through." She says to me

"Yeah I hope."I say

Ma baby💗🌍: can you come over to my house. We need to talk

                              Me: ok gray I'll be there in like 30-40 minuets

Ma baby💗🌍: oh that's ok

                                  Me: see you there. Love you💗

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"Jess I have to go over to Grayson's house."I say to her as I grab my coat

"Oh that's okay. I'll see you when you come back."She says

"Bye Jess."I say and I give her a small hug witch she returns

"Bye."She says and with that I exit the door

*After 40 minuets*

I arrived at Grayson's house. I get my spare keys out and I slowly unlock the door.

"Hey Grayson."I say as I enter the living room

He was sitting on the couch

"Hey Diana."He says

"Why did you ask me to come over?"I ask him

"I wanted to talk to you."Grayson says

"Oh ok."I say

"Look Diana, you know I love you with all my heart. It's just stay I don't think I can do this anymore."He says with a sad smile on his face

"You can't do what? What do you mean?"I ask him confused

"I can't do us anymore."He says

"Is it because of what happened?"I ask him

"What you did really hurt me."He says in a sad tone

"You think it only hurt you?! I was hurt as well, I had to live with that guilt inside me. And I still do!"I say felling myself getting angrier and angrier by every second

"Why did you do it in the first place then?!"He shout at me

"First of all stop shouting at me. And second of all he had that video. He said that he was gonna put it online. And trust me I know how Jake can be. He would've done it."I say to him

"If I refused he said that he was going to hurt not only my family, but he was going to hurt you as well.
So now you know why I did it."I say to him

"Diana, look you broke my trust."He says to me

"I just can't forget about that. But we can still be best friends. Just like how we were before we started dating."He says

"So I guess this is the end of our relationship."I say to him and he just gives me a sad smile

"Well I'll see you tomorrow or in another day best friend."I say with a fake smile on my face

"See you bestie."He says as he pulls me into a hug

I'm gonna miss this. I'm gonna miss us. FaceTiming each other every single night and talking until morning. I will miss the way he kisses me. I will miss us

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