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Chapter 9-decision to make

- 2 days before the tour -
Friday, May 30, 2014
5:32 p.m.

Jacinda

I was knocked out sleep. These past few weeks has gotten me tired than ever. We've been doing dances , vocal sessions, new songs, photoshoots, filming and everything else.

I'm pooped .

I got to pee right now and don't even feel like getting up. Oh and did I mention Dante have started calling and texting EVERYDAY now . Smdh . So I was still sleep when I was woken by a knock on the door.

I groaned loudly and slowly made my way to the door. I was so tired I didn't look out the peep hole or ask who it was. Just opened the door to see August.

"Really August I'm so tired and now y-" I said walking back to the couch but he cut me off and turned me back around. He looked frustrated .

"I don't know what the hell it is about you, but I can't get you the fuck out my mind", he said.
I looked at him .

"What are you insinuating?", I asked. He sighed .
"I'm really attracted to you and I can't get you off my mind. It seems like when we first met we hit it off as if we knew each other for years. I just...I guess..I mean...I-I don't want to be just friends no mo ma , ya feel me?", he said expressing hisself. I really didn't know what to say.

I always had a thing fa him but ..i don't know it's so much going on.
"Hold on August ...so what are you saying", I asked going and siting on the couch.

"Jacinda , I want you to be with me , that's exactly what I'm saying, I Neva felt no way like this bout nobody before in all seriousness .", he said still standing looking at me.
"I mean ...of course I would be with you August ", I said. And he smiled wide.

"But.." I started. His smile started fading. "...don't expect none ", I said and we laughed.
"That's gonna change , but I'll wait fa it", he said sitting beside me looking at me.

Then I heard a huge smash come from my room and I got up quick.
Then I see Dante walking out my room with my robe on.
"Aye I was gonna take a shower is that...ohh I didn't know you had company", he said
"Who the fuck is he?", August asked.

"Niggga how the hell you get in my house?", I asked picking up my phone Finna call the popo.

"Woah calm down ... You acting like we didn't do nothing last night shawty", Dante said
"What?", August asked. I became mad at this nigga lying.

"Dante if you don't get your black fucking ass out my damn house in less than 5.2 seconds , imma cut you ass up like sushi in this bitch", I yelled at him. He laughed.
Yup , this nigga is insane, crazy , lunatic , moron ,idiot. Something is seriously wrong with him these days.

"Ohk fine watever I'll leave, see ya lata baby", he said putting some clothes on and opening the door.

"OMG DANTE IM NOT YOUR BAE BABE BABY MA SHAWTY NOTHING NIGGA GET OUT!!", I said throwing stuff at him. He just left without another word.
I sighed loudly and sat on the couch.

"Um question....what the hell just happened?", August asked. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Uh I really don't know my self." I said sitting back.
"You did something with him last night?" August asked but he didn't sound mad or jealous . I shook my head.

"Hell no , that's my ex . He..just been calling me a lot and some how he found my house and he claiming shit now", I said. August just nodded.
"O" he said.

"So what you wanna do", he asked.
"I would like to finish sleeping", I said laying back down and putting my legs across his lap. He smiled.

"Lazy ass, you need to get up.", he said. I sat up.
"Umm excuse I've been worked half to death these weeks. Plus I have a tour in 2 days. I need some rest", I said. He laughed