Give Me Shelter ( LIL XAN fan-fiction)

Neverland

With being in my room all day i grew used to watching the same movies. My favorite by far was always Peter Pan. The thought of a hot boy coming into my room taking me away to a place where there's no troubles, no worries and you never grow up. It sounded like heaven. But those fantasies only existed in my dreams. By the time I was 15, i gave up the idea of Peter and Neverland. I thought more about school and trying to make as many friends as I can. I never brought them home to chill though. I was always going to their house, my excuse was my dad was sleeping from working all night.  And since dad never cared who I was with or where I was, I could stay out all night or not even come home. I took advantage of that and hung out with 8th grade boys and got high in the back of the school. I would always dress like I was asking for trouble.  Short skirts, tight skinny jeans and short tops. Hanging with all the older crowds i met alot og hot guys. That's where I met Damian. He was the teenage girl's dream. He was a thug and me growing up in the hood that was the thing. He was about 16 at the time. He wore jeans and chucks everday a white or black shirt and his hair was a hot curly mess.  He had his ear pierced and he had a single diamond stud.  His greeen eyes always had a sparkle. His dimples had me sprung! I was always a sucker for dimples. His smile and his voice could make any girl do whatever he wanted.  I was sprung and I fell hard for this boy. I remember meeting him when I was at the field smoking with some friends. My homegirl Delilah *( I call her Lala) shoved me a little and said " Hey babydoll, Damian is looking at you!" I looked over and sure enough he was. He smiled and waved I waved back and did my flirty hair move. He started walking over and my heart thumped and punded so loud i thought Lala could hear it. " Hey girls, what ya'll doing?" he said in his deep sexy voice. I swear I thought he looked at me and bit his lip but I thought it was just the weed making me see things.  "Nothin... just chillin' what you doing?" Lala said. " Just about to dip to Frankie's pad to chill, ya'll wanna come and chill?" We both said yes and started walking to our friend's house. Frankie was a year older than all of us and always had the plug for all that you need. We all sat and talked and laughed, like we always do. I got up to go pee and I saw that Damian was following me. I turned around and he pushed me against the wall and whispered "Can you be mine?" I pushed him off and said "Nah damian, we're just friends. We cool, it's just the weed got you trippin'." "Nah, mariah you got me thinking about you all the time, I see you at school and I got to have you." Fuck he was hot... I held a finger telling to wait while I pee and once i got out he was gone. I walked back to the couch kind of pouting. Lala passed me a note and winked at me.  I opened it and saw that it was damian's number! i got so excited and texted him right away

Me: Hey you dipped out so quick I thought you were gonna saty longer??

Damian: Naah I can't my mom's just called and needs me to go pick up some pan dulce from the bakery.  >.<

Me: Aight mama's boy  I'll see you at school.

Damian: Nope

Me:  What you mean?

Damian :  You're gonna see my sooner than that. I'm taking you out tonight. meet me at the park at 8.

Me: uhm....okay :)

That's how me and Damian started our relationship, he was sweet at first but then he got jealous alot and more aggressive. I couldn't hang eith my old hoomeboys without getting yelled at. He reminded me of daddy. He was sweet one day with flowers and teddy bears and kisses. But one day he would hit me and spit on me and say nasty things. So I left, but he wouldn't let me just leave without starting shit. So one night he did something I thought he wouldn't even dare doing to me. And it changed my life forever.