25 - Kris

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-- Taehyung --

"Tae," she called my name, I turned back to see her. Her smile formed on her lips, the smile that I've never seen a long time ago.

"I love you" she said. My heart beat became wild. I don't have any hearing problem, right?

"I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I'm very sorry" she said while looking down, she walked closer to me and I can hear her crying.

She took a deep breath before speaking "Can we marry again?"

"TAEHYUNG!!!" someone screamed, my eyes shut open and I almost jumped out of the bed.

I was breathing heavily. Namjoon hyung gave me a glass of water. My breathing became normal after I drink the water.

"Relax, it's just a dream" he told me. I raised an eyebrow. What happened?

"What happened?" I asked him. "You don't remember anything? You're crying hard while sleeping"

"Huh?" I reacted. What did I dreamed of? I tried to remember my dream.

A  blurred image of a garden and a girl is the only thing that I can remember. What's something dramatic about it? I tried to think about it again.

Juhyeon...

Does she really loves me? Or is it just an actual dream. A dream is just a dream. Maybe is it true in reality? Or is it the opposite?

"Tae, are you okay?"  he asked me, I nodded. "I don't think so. Just tell me everything about your dream"

"J-Juhyeon" my voice cracked. I don't know why is this very emotional for me. I'm just completely confused and curious.

She loves me or not?

"She said that she loves me and sorry for breaking my heart. She also asked me to get married again" I said. Namjoon hyung sighed before speaking.

"You want to find out the truth, right?" he asked me, I nodded.

"Try to send a message to her. Maybe you'll find it out there. Instead of waiting for five months to answer that question. But it would be accurate if you're together" he said. I nodded and took my phone.

I decided to try what hyung said. I sent a message to Juhyeon. I don't know how to start it, I started it in an awkward way

Me: Hi

I was surprised when she quickly replied.

Juhyeon: Go and have fun with your girlfriend and don't you ever flirt with me again. One girl isn't enough for you? You already have girlfriend now stay away from me!

What the fuck.

Am I flirting? I just said 'hi' and there she goes. She attacked me with her words that can darken my world. Her words that can kill me. Her words that I've never wanted to hear from her.

It's simple. She hates me.

My dream's completely opposite

She doesn't love me

"Tae?" hyung called my name. I'm just staring at my phone. I can't believe it. Juhyeon's so mean.

He sat beside me and read Juhyeon's message for me. "We're aren't sure. You're aren't together"
I slightly nodded. I hope so.

•••

I went outside for relaxation but I told the hyungs that I'm just going to buy something. I'm with no one, I'm just alone.

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