Jiseol ; Seventeen (SVT) Fanfic

twenty eight ❁ die

A/N: You bootiful cherry pies made me tear up at 3am earlier after i saw Jiseol with 500+ reads and 90+ votes!! As promised, i published my 2 news works (hint; guanlin has a big role on the fanfic) i hope you show it some love as well————————————————————
The door then opened fully and it was Mingyu holding a food tray. "Hansol, Jiseol needs to eat first" Mingyu spoke walking towards the bed "Alright, talk to you later loser" Vernon teased as he exits the room.

"But i'm sleepy" i spoke "You just woke up, don't try to fool me" he said with sass "B-but i'm not hungryyyy" i whined

"You have to eat, you're going to die if you won't" he scoffed "Now, ah" he ordered as he feeds me a spoonful of kimchi fried-rice with japchae "Did you cook this?" i asked after devouring the food and he nods. "Gumawo Mingyu oppa" i smiled in mid chewing and he just smiled back and ruffled the top of my head

"Why did you lock yourself up?" He asked all of a sudden that made the room fill up with silence.

I pursed my lips into a thin line thinking of an answer.

"Hansol's right anyways. It was all because of me" I then went back to pursing my lips again but pressing on it harder to stop myself from tearing up

"Right about what?" he said leaning forward and put the tray beside him instead on his lap

"That it really was my fault in the first place. It has always been my fault. Whenever i go, i will always be an antagonist in someone else's story that i could barely even narrate my own. Back home, it then seems like everything was my fault. Nobody was there for me, i always cried myself to sleep hungrily whenever it seems like something became wrong because of me. It almost became my routine finding myself crying and crying all night long.

I always wished that i shouldn't have existed in the first place. You never know how much i wanted to kill myself whenever i think of those thoughts. I always overthink basically about anything and nobody believed nor understood me. No one was by my side until one day i met won, he was virtually there for me and i was always thankful that i have a bestfriend like him. Since he knows me more than Dokyeom does now." I found myself crying as i stared at the carpet floor tears stream down by my face all at once.

"Hush now, you'll be fine. Everything's going to be fine Jiseol. Thank you for having the time to gather up your courage to tell and open up your story to me. Always remember that I–We will always be here for you. No matter where anyone of us will be, we may be away from you or vice versa. Only the distance will change but everything will still be the same for the fact that we'll always be here for you." Mingyu comforted me to lessen my sobbing

Wonwoo then came rushing towards me bringing my medicine and pulled me into a tight hug "Ya, Jiseol. What happened?" He asks stroking my hair with his free arm and i just shook my head and he pulled me in closer. "Shh everything's fine loes. Imagine having 12 more Jisoo oppas to be by your side" He spoke near my ear that made me pull away

"Aish then that would be nightmare then. I couldn't even deal with one and now you're adding 12 more?" I try to joke wiping my tears away and bring up some happy mold since it wasn't really nice to have angst at this moment.

"Thank you oppas...For listening and comforting me" I smile pulling him into a quick hug

"You need to get better physically too. Drink your medicines" Wonwoo ordered handing me medicine tablets "Ugh i hate being sick" i complained

"If you hate it so much, take care of yourself then" Wonwoo retorted "Ne oppa" i answered back with annoyance

I then started patting my eyelids to avoid it getting more puffier from my crying and started pursing my lips to make my swollen lips lessen.

"You'll die if you run out of tears you know." Mingyu spoke "It's a good thing then" i smirked making the both growl in silence.

"I have a good news and a bad news" Eonnie then started entering the scenery that made the three of us lay eyes on what she just said.