Jiseol ; Seventeen (SVT) Fanfic

thirty-four ❁ shutting people

"No. You shouldn't." i spoke pulling away from him and breaking the eye contact

"Jiseol did i hear you right? Are you okay?" Mingyu spoke as he held my shoulders "O-oppa I was born to suffer and eventually die. You shouldn't like me. I will avoid you as much as possible if i have to" i said as i pushed his wrists away from my shoulders

"Yah! Why do you keep on shutting people out of your life?" He asked that made me into realization. First my parents, then oppa, Dokyeom, the rest of the boys and now even Mingyu?

"bECAUSE FOR ONCE I'M ACTUALLY GOOD AT SOMETHING. AND SURPRISINGLY IT'S SHUTTING PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE" I screamed as i stood up sobbing after those sentences "Jiseol nobody's dying. Stop shutting us down, we'll always be here for you" Mingyu spoke his comforting words as he goes to hug me

"I, will always be here for you Jiseol no matter what happens. Yaksokhae (I promise)" he said

"Yaksokhae (I promise)" you smiled and went back to hugging him tighter

"I like you too Kim Mingyu" I managed to smile after saying those words

"No this can't be happening"

"Why didn't you speak up?"

"You?! You knew this whole fucking time?"

"And so what if i did?"

"You could've told me–us! What is the sense of calling this a family if there's so much secrets"

"Don't say that. It's not like i have a choice. I wasn't the one to decide what to do"

"No, don't give up on me. Especially not today"
"I tried to convince believe me"

"I should've figured out the clues that was left for me to see. How dumb of me"

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I know, don't kill me if this was too short for you even if it seems like i was lazy to make this but like Gyu and Seol, Yaksok that this is actually the plan for this chapter since i have saucy chapters ahead.

Hmm were the previous words spoilers or context to a new story?? Nobody knows boo

P.S / Spoiler ; I'm already near to the making of Jiseol's ending so that's why you should anticipate the next incoming chapters!!!!