Brittany Paris Donovan always had it all. A thriving career, supportive parents, a brother who spoils her, and friends that she can always lean on. She has everything she wants and needs... except for one.
Love.
Brittany is not the type of girl wh...
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Song: Another Love- Tom Odell
Jealous
Mabilis na nagdaan ang isang buwan. I was busy all the damn time that I didn't have the chance to ask Kiel when is the exact day he's coming back. Basta ang alam ko, ngayong buwan na. Hindi ko lang alam kung anong araw.
In less than two weeks, I will be taking my last examination as a resident. This exam will determine if I'm eligible for the specialization I wish to take. And that's basically the reason why I'm so busy these past few days.
I even asked the Ob-Gyn attending some help in reviewing. She was kind enough to lend me the flashcards she used when she was a resident, too. Kung kani-kanino na ako nagpapatulong sa pag-rereview.
Here in the hospital, I'll either ask help from my cousin or from her friends. Sometimes I'll ask the nurse with me to ask me some questions from the flashcards.
At home, I'll either ask our maids or my parents or sometimes even Benjamin! Hindi ko lang talaga kayang mag-aksaya ng oras. I really want to pass this exam so I can be an Ob-Gyne.
It's all or nothing. If I pass, then great! Maybe I'll organize a party all to myself. If not, let me just quit my job... Joke lang! I couldn't attain quitting this job especially when I'm liking it so much.
I like talking to people whom I haven't met before. I like to listen to their stories. And most of all, I love to help the people in need—people who are not fortunate enough to afford a simple check-up.
And that's the reason why I'm here. I live for those tiny moments with my patients whenever they try to thank me. But, personally, I think I should be the one thanking them. They're the reason why I'm here. Without them, I wouldn't be able to do something that I'm really passionate about.
And that's where I get my motivation to keep moving—no matter how hard medicine gets... Lagi ko nalang iniisip na may mga taong kailangan ng tulong ko.
No one even forced me to go to med school. Ako lang talaga ang nag-initiate. Margaux never tried to talk me out of this because she thought that it's okay to make decisions for myself. The only thing that she told me is to be careful in med school.
Well, I took her threat seriously. I know it's going to be hard kaya hindi ko na rin pinahirapan ang sarili ko. There are times that I will fail an exam or a quiz, but I personally think that those failures are also an opportunity so we can do better next time.
At hindi ko rin inisip na dahil lang bumagsak ako ng ilang beses, ibig sabihin babagsak na ako palagi. No. Failures are a motivation in disguise. Kung alam mo na namang bumagsak ka, hahayaan mo pa bang bumagsak ka sa susunod? Di ba hindi?
Well, masyado nang mahaba 'tong sinasabi ko. All I wanted was to review for my upcoming exam. Kanina pa ako nakatunganga dito sa loob ng resident's lounge, naghihintay sa wala.
