Desperate

A day in the life of shawn mendes...

(I wanted to right a chapter dedicated to shawn. His new song came out last night and I am so proud of how famous he is getting. I hope he remembers where he came from when he is performing in the oscars or at Madison square garden!)

Song I listened to while writing: the life of the party.

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Shawn POV
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The wedding is in two days, how could this have happened. I still love Sophia how could she get married to cameron after all the time we shared together? Cam is like a brother to me, or was like a brother to me...

"Shawn, are you coming?" I was napped out of my thoughts by Matt

"Coming where?"

"We are all going to the beach"

"Yeah, okay one second" I said

After I was ready I walk to the beach with Matt.

"Is Sophia going to be there?" I ask

He laughed "yeah it's sort off her wedding party"

I stopped when I saw her, she is so beautiful. I shook my head trying to get her out of my gaze. We need to talk... tonight.

I walked to everyone avoiding eye contact with Sophia.

"Sup shawn" cam said giving me a bro hug.

"Hey"i slapped on a smile

There was a silence after that, it was really awkward.

"What are we doing tonight?" Aaron ask shifting the attention from me. Everyone always felt awkward around me lately. I think it's because they know we used to date.

"Well I was thinking about a Bon fire" Sophia said

Everyone nodded in agreement.

(Skip to Bon fire)

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We sat around the fire, some of us in chairs and some on the ground.

"Shawn did you bring your guitar?" jack J. ask

"Yes"

"Play something for us"

"I don't know" I said unsure

"Please for me" Sophia ask. she's good.

"Fine" I went to the house and grabbed my guitar

Then I sat back down in my chair.

"Okay so this is a song I wrote its called 'the life of the party'

I begin to strum on my guitar

"I love it when you just don't care

I love it when you dance like there's nobody there

So when it gets hard, don't be afraid

We don't car what them people say"

I starred into Sophia's eye while singing this song.

It didn't feel like i was just singing some song, I felt like I was pouring my heart out to Sophia. I just hope she could understand how I feel.

"So baby be the life of the party!"

"Wow that was really good!" everyone said

"Yeah that was...good" Sophia said as she looked deep into my eyes.