I stand in the mirror and ask myself,
"Do you think your beautiful?"
Why must I stand in this mirror and hurt myself?
I wipe the tears that fall down my face
Just wanting to be held in someone's loving brace.
Am I too big to find love?
Am I to big to be happy?
All my life I've had to hear the word "fat"
But was I really that?
I always thought there was more to love than your looks,
But In this generation that's all its about.
Not the fact, you got a nice personality, manners and focus on your books.
Am I worth anything?
Am I?
The encouraging words from family and friends just isn't enough
Sometimes I just want that outsider love.
I play with my pudgy stomach sighing,
What if I starved myself?
What if I had surgery?
I just want to wear what I want to wear without any judgement
I want to have fun and be carefree without any harsh words
I want to live the life people my age live
But how can I?
Can I get over those harsh words and live?
Can I spread my wings?
Can I be a big girl without the label or the mistreatment?
Can I be a big girl in my own feet?
---Rianne.
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Not Good Enough
RomanceEvery felt like your not good enough for nothing? That's just how Andrea feels. She feels like a big slob, all her friends are way prettier and way thinner than she is, she's just...the outcast - as she puts it. She just wants someone to love her fo...