Not Good Enough

chapter 17

Izayah Smith.

"What's wrong with you?" Iyah asked with a confused look on her face.

"Yeah your suppose to be happy your a big boy now" India said.

I smiled at the both of them.

"I'm good girls just thinking about...my future" 

"Do you see us in the future?" India asked sitting right beside me.

"Of course, yall ain't leaving my life for a long time" I said then started tickling them. "Yall get ready though auntie Nikki wants everyone around for dinner" I said standing up.

"Okay" They both said as the ran off to their room.

Right hand - my mum and Clarice are tripping where yall at? I need saving 

I chuckled Cal always in some shit.

"Common yall"

??? - your gonna be dead if you don't man up and take care of your responsibilities

I frowned my eyes.

"Ready"

***

"Wusup Auntie" I said hugging her from behind.

She turned around smiling.

"Mhmm boy, when was you going to tell me?"

"Tell you...." I said actin clueless.

"Your going to be a dad silly" She said slapping my shoulder. "Andrea is glowing, I'm guessing yall sorted things out" 

I mentally sighed.

"Yeah, finally" I said semi lying. "Where is she?"

"In the garden with her mum and Clarice, by the way you need to talk to your stupid cousin" She said referring to Calvin.

"What he do now?"

"Go find out"

I followed where I could hear laughter in the garden.

"Its not even funny, your a joke Calvin" Clarice spat. "I don't even know what I see in you"

"Woah woah woah, what's going on?" I asked walking over to them.

"Bro I'm done with her seriously"

"Your done with me? I'm done with you" She yelled now.

Aunt Nikki came out frowning.

"Leave my mums fucking crib now then" He said sizing her.

"No Clarice your not going no where, I asked all of yall to come over for a reason"

"I need a minute" Clarice said.

Andrea looked at me and smiled slightly before taking Clarice's hand and walking off.

"Talk to me..."

Andrea Daniels.

"He's cheating on me and he thinks I'm stupid" Clarice said sitting on Calvin's bed.

"Cheating? Not Cal" I said confused.

"No seriously Andrea, like he went to have a shower earlier and his phone kept blowing up so me being noesy I answered it but didn't say anything then some girls voice came on the phone and was like baby stop playing you coming round or not" She said looking as if she was going to start crying.

"Don't cry Clar, I haven't seen you cry since your dad died, are you sure that's what you heard?"

"And what made it worse...he saved it as a boys name one of the boys that work for him and Zay...I knew he was acting different" She said wiping her eyes. 

"I can't believe this, yall are to close to break up now"

"Well...its over, I don't even wanna see his face after all these years together and he throws it all away from some hoes? I knew this life style of his was going to fuck everything up" 

I instantly started thinking of me and Izayah's situation. Feeling guilty that maybe us arguing has caused them to argue too.

"Yall need to talk instead of screaming at each other, please"

"Not now, I can't stand his face or even the fact we are in his room right now" She said scrunching up her face making me laugh.

"Stop it" I said laughing still. "Lets just see what Aunt Nikki has to say then we can leave iyte?"

She sighed and nodded.

***

"Stop looking at her Calvin seriously" I said rolling my eyes.

"What has she told you?"

"Enough, you need to give her some space"

"Space? She tell you she cheated on me?"

"What?"

I looked back at Clarice and she looked confused, caught and angry.

"Your a liar"

"STOP IT, you 2 stop" Aunt Nikki yelled.

"I want to go home" Clarice said crying at this point.

"Go then, we don't need you here"

"Calvin..." Nikki said in a warning tone.

"Nik, I don't think now is the right time, ima take the girls to mine" My mum said.

"Can we come?" The twins asked.

I looked at Zay and he just nodded.

"Yeah lets go, sorry aunt Nikki" I said softly then hugged her.

She looked defeated but just nodded.

Izayah Smith.

"Dumb bitch man" Calvin spat.

"Aye aye man none of that" I said yanking him back and into the house as they were leaving. "You need to chill" 

"Fam...she's out here making me look stupid"

"And your not???"

He sighed.

"I only went to that bitches house because I heard she went to Darrel's house, he's the fucking enemy man df is she doing at another niggas house?"

"Have you tried to ask her instead of arguing with her?"

He just kissed his teeth.

"There's no talking to her, even the look of her makes me feel sick"

"Bro..." I said shaking my head. "Your hitting bellow the belt now"

"I love her but she violated...wtf was she doing at next mans house?" 

"You can't ask me, you need to talk to her"

"I shouldn't have followed you that night man"

"Wait...you blaming this on me?" I asked looking him up and down.

"Take it how you want it, if I never followed you to sneak and talk to that hoe Alicia to her face then let the bitch give you head I wouldn't have fucked her hoe ass friend" 

I stood up and just nodded.

"Say no more"

Tbcc....

Just a short chapter...next couple chapters should be good...promise.