i wake up shaking violently and panting. i look up at the ceiling and feel the tears fall from my cheeks. i search immediately for the razor blades i had hidden. i find one and absolutely go to town. by the time i'm done...the red lines are everywhere. i whimper and curled up in a ball. 'you're such a fuck up, john..' i thought to myself. my phone goes off. it's two days after my birthday. it's my dad. "sorry i couldn't see you for your birthday this year son." he texted and i breathed a sigh of relief that he was alive and texted back. "it's okay dad." i smile as i set my phone down. i pull on clothes and a a hoodie as well. i then go back to bed feeling fatigued. my mood dropped back down and my appetite that i originally had was gone. i curled up under the blankets and closed my eyes going back to sleep in minutes.
(hey guys... so i'm not doing smut for awhile on this book it's going to be venting for awhile...i'm sorry guys....)
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Fanfiction{Completed} Dirk, Jake, John, Dave, and Karkat. What happens when five guys who have feelings for eachother don't admit it? One day they all play Call of Duty first person to have 15 kills gets to do whatever they want to the other 4. What is Dirk...
